(Set between seasons 2 and 3 in Arkadia)
Alexis' POV
I was sleeping peacefully in the room I shared with Bellamy, but woke up when I heard him quietly crying on the edge of the bed. Concerned I sat up, wrapped my arms and legs around him and rubbed small circles on his back.
"You ok?" I asked him quietly.
"I've killed so many people,Lex."
"You've saved so many people too."
"I've killed more than I've saved. I'm a monster."
You put your hand on his cheek and pushed him so that he was facing you.
"Lex I killed my mom."
I felt a tear fall from my face.
"Bell, everything you've ever done, has always been for Octavia. Or for me. Or your people. You've never once killed anyone out of revenge, or anger."
"I killed children in Mount weather."
"But you saved your people. Come here."
You laid down on the bed and he followed, holding you tight against him as if you would be taken any minute.
You pulled away slightly and kissed him softly.
"I love you."
