I kinda hate myself...?

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So I know I don't update my stories a lot, and when I do they're really shit. 

I try to write something you guys'll like, but I don't know if I do.

But I can promise you this: I have a really great and incredibly detailed plot line for each story I write, both published and not published. 

But that's not the problem I wanna focus on here.

I currently have 7 published stories, and 12 drafts. 

Of those 7 published stories, I update 2 somewhat regularly. I officially discontinued 3 stories, and just flat-out abandoned the other 2. 

I said that I would restart 2 of my stories within a month (I don't remember the exact time frame, but I know I missed it by a log time). That was in November. It's January.

I know I'm a shit updater, so most of my 12 drafts probably won't be published for a long ass time. 

There's one story I've been working on for about a year, but I haven't updated it in months. It's still a draft, and it's probably gonna be that way for awhile, because I worked really hard on it and I want a certain number of chapters completely finished before I publish it. 

My problem is that I keep making drafts of stories I'll never write. I think at least 3 of my drafts are just blank files I titled with what type of story it is. 

In the past two days alone I started (or restarted) two stories! I haven't actually made a draft for either of them yet. I started Word documents for them with notes and pictures for reference, though. 

I say restarted because I tried writing these stories once before, but I got as far as the blank Wattpad file with a title.

I have a really good idea for one of the stories, but I don't know if I'll ever get to write it and publish it. 

My other thing is that these two stories are for old Disney XD shows that I'm kinda embarrassed by. Like, I'm gonna be 18 tomorrow and I'm writing fanfiction about Disney XD shows. What is wrong with me?

But I'll still work on them.

I'll try to get at least something out for one of the stories by February. I promise. 

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