"i try to tell you that i'm doing alright."
as cliché as that sounded when im writing this, thats what kei said to me.
honestly, i was too shocked to say anything.
luckily for me, i didnt have to.
"who am i kidding. i know you like him, ignore what i just said that and go," kei had told me.
but i knew his pain because i knew what he felt. it was exactly how i felt about you, yuzu.
and if i ever confessed, i wouldnt want you to treat it as if i didnt confess.
in the end i told him, "kei, i wont pretend the confession never happened. but sorry i cant respond to your feelings..."
but somehow kei ddint look disappointed, yet he looked happy.
he went to hug me one more time.
"you know when you say that, it just makes me want to get you more. im glad i like you but now, go," he said, giving me a sad smile.
ne yuzu, did you know how sad i was to reject him? did you know that i could feel his pain?
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verisimilitude (Yuzuru Hanyu X OC)
Fanfictionverisimilitude: [ver-uh-si-mil-i-tood, -tyood] noun the appearance or semblance of truth; likelihood; probability something, as an assertion, having merely the appearance of truth. it's all a lie. but it has verisimilitude. so you believe. you know...
