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myg : is it okay to fall in love with someone who doesnt even love himself? , people ask. of course you can. love him until he starts seeing his worth , until his ears hurt from your nagging , until he starts seeing the good things in bad. and eventually , he will love himself. because that's what i'm going to do and i know it'll work.
i hope it will.
myg : im sorry , hoseok.
myg : i hurt myself again and i dont think i can stop.
myg : i love the wrong person and i dont think i can stop.
myg : jung hoseok , stay happy.
myg : you're the brightest star in this dark world of mine , dont stop believing in yourself.
myg : why are we distant???
myg : happy birthday ^^
myg : im sorry for nagging you
myg : hi
myg : want to eat ice cream? my treat.
myg : i let them get me
myg : i let them haunt me
myg : i let them hurt me
myg : i let them abuse me
myg : where are you?
myg : im in love with a liar
myg : do you need help?
myg : im so happy hobi , i've done my part in your life.
i've achieved my goal.
myg : when will i move on? who knows
myg : there's something you need to know
myg : i love you , i always have.
myg : you're the only one who i love
myg : you're my first love.
myg : starting from the day i heard your laugh , saw how your smile reached your eyes , starting from the day i knew that you're the light i needed to light my path.
myg : goodbye , hoseok.
myg : :)
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jhs : i love you too , hyung
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jhs : fucking send
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jhs : i fucking love you yoongi
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jhs : why did you leave
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jhs : FUCKING SEND GODDAMNIT
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jhs : HYUNG PLEASE
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jhs : i love you
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jhs : im sorry.
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one day , hoseok will come to love himself as much as how he loves yoongi.
and soon , that day came , he started seeing things better , he wore the clothes he wanted to wear and more importantly , his love for yoongi never decreased.
one day , yoongi will stop hurting himself , he promised. similar to how he kept his promises with hoseok
but when will that day come ? the day in where yoongi starts to be selfish? the day in where yoongi stopped caring for hoseok?
until it dawned on him that—that day will never come.
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one day | myg + jhs
Fanfictionone day , hoseok will come to love himself as much as how he loves yoongi. one day , yoongi will stop hurting himself , he promised. similar to how he kept his promises with hoseok
