stupid love feeling

Hate to b loved by others.

# a page from diary of a someone #

I am just a girl, m lazy,  m selfish, just hate when other, point out questions to me regarding nonsense things (according to me).
I'm just goin to do some few affective things that will make persons afar from me obviously.
There's a boy, who loves n wants that i do understand him fully. I do understand him.  I know he had suffered a lot in his life. I know that he had been always lacked of love. But he did not undestand that,  i do care for him, but ma way of loving n caring is different , which is just outdated for him.
My feelings carr love n affection are just out of his memory, they r like nonsense stupid n meaningless for him.  What can i do for that. I wont b able to change ma thought, cause i know m not wrong.
I believe n hope that one day he'll understand ma feelings, respect them,  but i know he'll never be.
I will try to b like this always, n ever shall be.  People 'll never understand me, neither I'll leave ma reservness for them.
So there's always b a conflict between me-world n vice-versa.