I love rock & roll (Andy Biersack love story)

Chapter 36

 

– What can I do to make you forget that? – he said in a low tone, more like a question to himself.

 

I shrugged – don't know. I've tried to forget it, believe me – he stroked my hair.

 

– I've always loved you, and I'll do it forever, Iris – Andy said, raising my chin with his thumb. He wiped the tears from my cheeks. I kept looking into his blue eyes.

 

There was a minute of silence, we sinking into each other's eyes.

 

– Please Iris, take me back – he said, letting his arm fall to his side.

 

I opened my mouth to say something but I was interrupted by a loud voice.

 

– Guys! Come on! we have to start! – I turned to see our manager. He wasn't exactly happy.

 

I looked at Andy and then ran to the stage with the guys, wiping the tears from my face. During the concert, Andy looked at me more than he would usually do. He was obiously waiting for an answer. What to do? I sighed and decided to concentrate in the chords I was playing.

After the show, I didn't stay with the guys. I put on my leather jacket and went for a walk. The night was calm and there wasn't too many people outside, most of them were in the concert area.

I looked down at my watch; 12:30. I sighed, how long had I been walking? I decided to go back to the bus.

Andy was outside his bus. I didn't expect to see him there. He had removed the makeup from his face and was wearing a white t-shirt under his leather jacket, and black skinny jeans. He was smoking but, when he saw me, he came to me, turning off his cigarette.

 

– I was worried because you left without saying anything – he broke the silence, looking at me, sadnes in his eyes.

 

– See, I'm okay – he smiled and nodded.

 

– Did you think about what I asked you before? – he doubted but asked.

 

I looked into his blue eyes and thought about it one last time. Then I nodded.

 

– And?? – he stood in front of me. I thought about saying no, but the idea burnt in my mind.

 

– I trust you – he smirked.

 

– So, will you be my girlfriend again? – there was hope in his eyes. Oh, how I'd missed this guy.

 

– Yes – I smiled, he did too. He came closer and hugged me. I hugged back.

 

– I've missed you, Iris – he said, his face buried in my hair.

 

– I've missed you too – I said hugging him tighter.

 

 

ANDY'S P.O.V.

 

– And?? – I stood in front of her. I was shaking.

 

– I trust you – I smirked. That was a good thing.

 

– So, will you be my girlfriend again? – Hope filled my whole body.

 

– Yes – she smiled, I did too. I came closer and hugged her. I needed to do it.

 

– I've missed you, Iris – I told her with my face buried in her hair. I've missed even her smell.

 

– I've missed you too – She said hugging me tighter.

 

We separated but I kept her hand in mine. I didn't want to break the contact. I'd missed her touch.

 

– Are you coming back with us? – Hope again. I wanted Iris back. She smiled.

 

– I guess I can come back to the bus, but tomorrow, it's too late now – I nodded.

 

Iris pulled of my hand, made me come closer and kissed me. I smiled in the kiss and intensified it. It seemed she had missed me too.

We sat down on the grass and talked for about half an hour. I felt bad because of Iris somehow, she had gone through a lot.

We were still there when it started raining. We laughed and stood up.

 

– Sleep with me – I told Iris. She smiled.

 

– Tomorrow – she said. I pouted.

 

– Come on, you're coming back tomorrow, but I don't want to let you go now – I used my best puppy eyes. She bit her lower lip.

 

– I guess I can do that – I smiled and picked her up in a bear hug, spinning around with her. She was laughing when I let her on the ground.

 

In the end we came to our bus. When I opened the door, Sammi and Jinxx, that were lying down on the couch, looked at us with goofy smiles. I smiled and looked at Iris, she blushed a little. How cute.

We were soaked. Iris went to the bathroom and dried her hair a little. I gave her a pair of boxers and one of my t-shirts. She looked so cute with my clothes on. Then she put her hair in a ponytail.

I used just boxers. I dried my hair too and went to sleep. It had been a long day. I lay down and Iris curled in my chest.

How I'd missed this days.