Your Song

Chapter 26

KAYLE

Kinagabihan, agad akong pumunta sa bahay nina Cal.

"Nasa kwarto niya po siya, ma'am," sabi ng isang kasambahay nila.

"Salamat po."

I rushed towards his room, and knocked on the door.

"Pasok."

I immediately burst the door open and saw him infront of his computer.

"What do you think you're doing?!" I shouted. "You're going to London and you didn't even tell me?!" I didn't care if his house maids will hear me, I'm just really mad right now.

"Who told---."

"It doesn't matter who told me, Cal! When are you supposed to tell me?! Tomorrow? The day after tomorrow? Next week? Or when you're already gone and bound on London?!"

He stood up and was about to speak when I cut him off.

"How could you do this Cal?" I said, my voice shaky. "I already know everything, Mia told me. I know you're making me jealous, and it's working!" I shouted which made him looked shocked.

"I'm jealous at Mia! Everytime I see you with her, the sweet gestures you do, the way you hold her. I'm jealous Cal! She's beautiful, talented, ki---."

"But you're the best for me," he suddenly said. I fell silent, I feel my heart beats faster. Hindi ako makagalaw. "And I'm jealous too, Kayle!" he suddenly burst out. "I'm jealous every damn time I see you with Jax! I saw you on the hall way, when you helped him get his schedule, in the canteen, I saw how you asked him to play with you on the school fest, I saw how you look at his eyes when it was supposed to be me! That should be me right there, for you. And I just can't," his voice suddenly lowered down, his eyes are full of pain.

There's a sudden jolt of pain inside me, I see how Cal is trying to hold his tears.

I immediately threw myself to him and hugged him tight. "I'm sorry Cal, I'm sorry."

I felt him hugged me tight too. "I'm sorry Kayle. If only remember everything, it shouldn't be like this, I'm sorry. I want to remember everything, I want to. I don't want to see you suffering because of me, I'm sorry."

My tears won't stop falling. "Stop apologizing, Cal. It's not your fault. Things happen, I wasn't just strong enough to make it work. I'm sorry."

He kissed my forehead. "Stop crying, stop crying," he hushed. "I'm sorry, stop crying."

He wiped my tears away and hugged me tighter.

It feels so good to be in his arms again, I feel so secured.

I guess I missed him so much.

When we calmed down, we both sat on the edge of his bed.

"Baby doll," he called out and reached for my hand.

Is it too selfish for me to say I loved how the words sounded in my ear straight into my heart?

"Hmm?" I said, looking at him.

He's just looking outside, the moon shines perfectly in his eyes, it felt magical as the moonlight lit our place inside the room.

"I wanted to remember everything," he begins. "Without hurting you."

"What do you mean?"

"That's the reason I'm going to London."

I was confused. Anong sinasabi niya?

"Mom and dad, they planned it after I told them I want to remember the past, just the other day," he said. "Sorry kung hindi ko agad nasabi sa'yo," he said and squeezed my hand as he looked down. "I never had the chance to. Because everytime I try, Jax gets in the way," he said and his eyebrows met.