I love rock & roll (Andy Biersack love story)

Chapter 35

Ronnie came and repeated what she had said, but I wasn't listening to him, I was too upset. I turned and went to my bus. I opened the door to see Jinxx and Sammi cuddled on the couch. They looked at me worried. I just went to my bunk and lay there.

I wanted to die.

 

 

IRIS' P.O.V.

 

It's been a week since that. I just couldn't talk to Andy. Every time I saw him, I felt my heart being broken again inside my chest. He had tried to speak to me more than once, but I had denied it to him. The only time I was near him, was when he needed to say something in another language, and I acted like a robot in those situations.

I hadn't stopped loving him. I just couldn't be around him without remembering him kissing that blonde girl. Then I knew that her name was Juliet and that she was a singer.

Jake's arm was better. I still played music with the guys, and I wasn't having fun with all the situation around us. We were moving to another city but I just couldn't pronounce the name.

That night we had a show. I came to the BVB's bus because I was going to wear Jake's makeup and I needed his help. I knocked on the door and the one and only Andy Biersack opened it. What the hell did I do in another life?

He had half of his face covered in makeup. He looked at me for a moment, sadness filling his eyes, and then turned around and continued with what he was doing.

I sighed and went next to Jake. He told me how I had do the makeup and when it was finished, he approved it. I smiled.

I decided to spend the rest of the time outside the bus. There was a beautiful landscape of snow if you crossed the parking where we were. I sat down on a bench and five minutes later someone sat on the free spot next to me.

 

 

JINXX's P.O.V.

 

Right after Iris left the bus, Andy tried to go after her but I stopped him.

 

– Where are you going? – I asked, raising an eyebrow.

 

– I'm going to talk to her, I can't stand this anymore, I need her to love me or to hate me, but I need an answer – his eyes were full of worry. I sighed and patted his shoulder.

 

– Bring that girl back, Biersack – I smiled. He slightly did too and nodded.

 

I saw him disappear in the dark before the door was closed again, and then my attention was taken back by Sammi. If I thought about it, I didn't know what I would do without Sammi by my side...and didn't want to think about it.

 

 

ANDY'S P.O.V.

 

We had a show, and that meant Iris would come to our bus because she was going to wear Jake's makeup and needed his help. Someone knocked on the door and I opened it. Even when I knew it would be her.

I lifted my eyes to see her beautiful greenish eyes, then turned around and continued with what I was doing. Every time I saw her was a breath of fresh air, but also a stab in my heart.

She went next to Jake. He explained how she had to do her makeup and when it was finished, all the guys approved it. She smiled to everyone except for me. I sighed.

Iris left the bus, and I was going to go after her when Jinxx stopped me.

 

– Where are you going? – he asked, raising an eyebrow.

 

– I'm going to talk to her, I can't stand this anymore, I need her to love me or to hate me, but I need an answer – He sighed and patted my shoulder.

 

– Bring that girl back, Biersack – he smiled. I slightly did too and nodded.

 

I went outside and saw the traces of Iris' boots in the white snow. I walked until I saw a bench with two people. One was Iris, but I didn't recognize the other one. If he only turned a little...

I stood there, behind a tree, listening to what they were talking about, because they were talking about me, if not, I would have interrupted them.

 

 

IRIS' P.O.V.

 

For a moment I thought it was Ronnie, but then I recognized Allan. I haven't talked to him in a while.

 

– Hi – he said smiling.

 

– Hey – I smirked too.

 

– What are you doing here? It's pretty cold – he rubbed his hands.

 

– I'm thinking – I shrugged with my hands in the pockets of my leather jacket. He offered me something. I turned to see it well. It was a black rose.

 

– Oh god, it's beautiful – I said while taking it – for me? – I lifted my eyes, he smiled and nodded.

 

– Thank you – I hugged him.

 

– I'm glad you like it – he hugged back.

 

– So, what are you thinking about? – I lifted my eyes from the rose to him.

 

– Andy – I sighed. He nodded. We stood there in silence for a moment.

 

– I've heard about it – he said in a low tone.

 

– I don't know what to do – I sighed again – what would you do if you were me? – I asked.

 

– I'll talk to him. Maybe there's a solution for all this situation – I swallowed.

 

– But, what if I don't like the solution or what if even with that, I can't forgive him? – the questions kept coming to my mind.

 

– Then...you just have to continue living – he shrugged. I nodded.

 

– Thank you, Allan – I said. I really meant it.

 

– For what? – he asked slightly smiling.

 

– For listening to me and helping me – I hugged him again and then stood up, he stood up too.

 

– No problem – he shrugged.

 

– Are you coming to the stadium? – I asked. I kept the black rose between my hands.

 

– Yep, I have to prepare my voice so if you don't mind, I'm going with you – it sounded like a question.

 

– Sure. Let's go – I said, he wrapped and arm around my shoulders as we were walking. I just rested my head on his shoulder, not thinking about anything.