I have been crushed.
She goes to my school and she has the best hair and she's so smart and unique and she is only slightly aware of my existence.
The thing is, I'm 100% romanticizing her in my head. I haven't even really talked to her that much. But I can't help it. I can't help daydreaming about her, getting flustered around her, etc. I can't help having this completely superficial crush on her.
I think we'd be really good together if we ever did get together. But I have no way to make that happen, because we aren't in any classes together. She was in the play with me but the play's over now. I doubt I could "woo" her anyways, because I literally turn into a giant ball of awkward every time I'm around her.
Liking her is making me feel bad about myself, which is making my mental health take a hit. It's just that she's done so amazing and she's done so much cool stuff, and I just feel inadequate in comparison. In comparison to her, I'm bland.
Feeling suck bro.
