Sexual Healing *Slow Updates*

♡Sexual Healing♡

I Was Walking Through The Crowded Club, Hand In Hand With My Glass, Clutching It So Tight. It Was My 23rd Birthday Party Tonight, So Best Believe, I Was Getting Lit Tonight. I'd Never Celebrated My Birthday With Any Of Who I Was With: Chris, Ty, Nicki, Drake, Bey, August, Malina, My Mom, Kevin, And Dre. You'd Think I Would've, But Yeah, No. Last Year, It Was Just Me And Chancellor And The Couple From My Hawaii House And Their Baby Boy. Almost Half A Year Can Go By Pretty Fast.

Within This Year, I Really Made Peace With Everybody. Including Bey And Drake. Bey's Kinda Awesome. Her Daughter Blue and Chancellor, My Son Hang Out A Lot. They Are The Funniest Pair Ever. I'm Actually Really Glad She's Here Tonight. The Club Is Just The Beginning Of My Birthday Weekend. We're Going On Vacation Soon. Just Gotta Wait. It's January So We Gotta Find A Legit Place. It's Still Kinda Cold Everywhere.

Anyways, I Had Just Came From The Dj Booth, And I Was Returning Back To The Vip Section Where Everyone Was.

"Excuse Me's" And "Pardon Me's" Were Being Harmonically Spoken As I Walked Through The Busy Crowds Of The Night Club.

"There's The Birthday Girl!" Nicki Yelled, Coming Up To The Velvet Rope Seperating Us, Unlatching It And Hugging Me.

"Hii!! I Haven't Seen You In Forever!"

It Had Been About A Year And A Couple Months Since I'd Seen Nicki. She Came To LA After I Had The Twins For About A Week, Then It Was Back To Touring. We Talked, But Not Face To Face. Well, At Least Not Until Now.

"I Know, And I Missed You And My Baby! How Is He?" "Girl, Just Rebellious."

We Both Laughed.

I Looked Over Nicki's Shoulder, Examining The V.I.P. Area.

"Hey, Um, Where's Chris?"

"Uhm, He Went To Walk Karreuche Around."

Walk Her Around?

"Okayy. I'll Be Back, Babe."

"Okay, Don't Have Too Much Fun!" She Joked. I Faintly Smiled And Walked Away, On The Hunt For Chris.

"Ooh, This My Song!" I laughed, swaying my hips, walking to the beat of Starboy by The Weeknd.

"Is This Me Or The Liquor?" I Asked Myself, Getting A Little Dizzy. I Rushed Into The Bathroom, About To Regurgitate, But I Held Myself Together.

"Hold Your Liquor Girl." I Pep Talked Myself. I Was About To Walk Back Out, But I Heard Moans And Groans Coming From A Stall.

"Chris...." A Girl Moaned Out Loud.

Chris?

I Started To Step Forward, But I Stood Stil.

Nahh, Not My Chris.

Ehh...I Guess I'll Look, Just A Little.

I Took A Peek Through A Crack In The Stall, And Nearly Lost It.

A Soft Whimper Let Out, Causing Them To Stop.

I Held My Head, Resting On The Bathroom Sink.