Andrea.
I never thought that it was possible. To get over this paranoia. After my first year in London, I learned that there was nothing to fear anymore. He won't find me anytime soon. And he hasn't. I'm thankful for that. But I will always have a reminder of him. I remember the doctor telling me that I wasn't pregnant. But he was wrong, I was. I was so scared. I didn't know what to do.
So I listened to my heart and kept the baby. 9 months later, Christian was born. He resembles Chris in so many ways from Chris' freckles to his dimples. Those awkward moments when he would ask where his father was, did come every now and then. It hurts when he asked those questions, cause I don't have the answers to them. Other than that, I can say that Christian and I are in a steady and stable condition. We're managing perfectly fine.
Chris.
I've learned from my mistakes and moved on. I'm not going to lie and say that I don't miss Andrea. I mean I did but, it's just complicated. I believe it's best if I ju-
"Chris, are you listening?" Adrianna asked.
"Yeah." I lied.
I kept pretending that I was listening and nodding my head and agreeing ever so often. The thing is, I really like Adrianna. She's like Andrea but, sometimes I want the real thing. Not a prototype. I often dream about her and I. I feel like it's the only thing I left of her. But those dreams make me crazier about her. And that's what I'm trying not to be; crazy about her.
The more I swear I'm over her, a voice in my head tells me that I'll love her forever and always. Often times I think I'm crazy, because I get along with the voices in my head. Even when I'm happy I feel alone. Every time I look in the mirror, I can almost see myself laughing at me. I don't know what to do now. My conscious is telling me to wait it out.
But I'm tired of waiting. I've been waiting for two years. I have to find her. I know me and her will meet again. Even if that means I have to do some hardcore stalking, then so be it. I'll get her back. One way or another.
|SEQUEL TIME!!!! I wrote this and the start of chapter two yesterday. I was really bored. But, yeah. COMMENT. VOTE. I love you my princesas (princesses)! -Andrea|
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A Victim of His Love (Sequel to KTBH)
FanfictionIt's been 2 years since Andrea moved to London. Life's been great for her and Chris as well. Chris has gotten better and is ready to find Andrea. He's still in love with her. What happens when Andrea visits LA to see an old friend? Will she bump int...
