Beast Love

Chapter 45(Epilogue)

Forever

I really really wish that Viktor and his mother will talk and reconcile. But i also think that not all your wish will be granted just because you want it but maybe because it's not meant to be. Lagi akong naniniwala sa destiny. Destiny means not only about a person you're not meant to be with,but also to the things aren't meant for you.

Zoey and Ezekiel finally got married,Kellan got baptized, and they come here in States to visit us. We planned to visit my parents at least twice a year if we can't go with him on his business trip. He makes sure that we spend our vacation there.

Viktor is very organized person. He have in his mind of all the important things that he supposed to do - from the kids to our house to his work. Lagi ko lang pinaalala yung mga bagay na dapat nyang tandaan. I always support him in every decision he chooses and when in doubt, he asked my opinion then suddenly got a kiss from him cause I give him an idea that I don't even know.

Tyrone and Vander are already in school - Tyrone in grades school and Vander wanted to be like his Kuya,he went to school too even he is only a three years old. Hindi pa rin nawawala ang mga bodyguards na nakabantay kahit na sinabi ko na pwede naman nyang tanggalin since the school provide a tight and strict security. Pero wala syang tiwala sa kahit sino. Viktor send them to school in the morning and his bodyguards will watch them and i'll pick them up at afternoon. Ayaw nya rin na mag aral akong mag drive since may driver slash bodyguards naman. He just want me to sit and stay pretty and rule the house. Pagdating sa bahay ako ang in charges. I'll provide them my care,attention and love.

Malamig na ang simoy ng hangin ang dumadampi sa aking balat. The lights in the city is really beautiful like a star in the sky at night. Palapit na naman ang pasko. Dahan dahan kong iniinom ang fresh strawberry na ginawa ko at nilapag ang baso sa mesa na nasa gilid. I sighed and feel sleepy. Maaga pa naman but the kids already sleep at eight dahil may pasok sila kinabukasan.

" What are doing here? It's cold babe."
Isang mainit na yakap mula sa aking likuran ang kanyang iginawad at kahit papaano ay naibsan ang lamig na nararamdaman ko. Inaantok na ako. Mga munting halik ang naramdaman ko sa aking batok at balikat.

" They sleep?"

" Hmm..."

Binabasahan nya ng stories ang dalawa at pagkatapos ng dalawang stories,the boys should sleep - kung hindi sila ganun kakulit.

I didn't regret the life i choose. Having him beside me makes feel contented and secure. There were days na naiinsecure ako sa sarili ko. May mga time na nag iisip ako na baka nambabae na ang asawa ko and knows what i was thinking. Gumagawa naman ng paraan si Viktor para alisin sa utak ko ang mga agiw na naiisip ko. He assured me not to do what his mother did to his father.He have a sons to think and their future. Besides,he really love me. Ilang beses ko ng subok yun.

I let him do what he wants.Hindi ko sya nililimitahan dahil baka magsawa sya at masakal kung masyado akong negatibo sa lahat ng bagay. Ang punto ko,you yourself know the right and wrong,and the consequences to every path you choose. Ang pagsisisi ay laging nasa huli.

Hinarap ko ang asawa ko at nilagay sa leeg nito ang mga braso ko. I stare at him for a long time and i everytime i do that,i realized how lucky i am. Sinundan ko ng tingin ang pagdila nya sa kanyang labi at ang bahagya nitong pagpula.