Beast Love

Chapter 34

Future-witch-in-law

Mula Japan ay dumiretso kami ng Amerika dahil pinapatawag si Viktor ng kanyang ama at may importante silang pag uusapan. Isa to sa dahilan kung bakit ayaw na ni Viktor na magtrabaho ako ulit sa hospital dahil may mga oras na paroon-parito kami sa iba't ibang bansa. Buti nga hindi pa nag aaral si Ty kaya hindi pa mahirap ang ganitong sitwasyon at kung sakali man...ay hindi ko na alam.Kailangan kong kausapin si Viktor tungkol dito. At isa pa,nakakapagod din pala yung ganito habang tumatagal. Wala kang permanenteng tirahan.Hindi ko nga alam kung paano nakaya yun ni Viktor na sa buong buhay nya ay ito na ang kanyang nakalakhan at nakamulatan. Siguro ay nakasanayan na?

His situation was never been easy. He grow up without his mother with him,he grow up with books,with responsibility on his shoulders at early age and started to learn how to deal with investors and businessmen.I don't want that my son will experience what he experienced. I want Ty will have a memorable childhood, play as much as he can,do what he want in his young age,pursue his dreams someday,i want him to remember when he reach his adulthood that back then - he experience how to laugh. Pero hindi naman sa punto na magiging spoiled brat ito, I will make sure that he will be disciplined in every act he's going to do.

" I'm sorry i came home late."
Nasa braso na nito ang kanyang coat,nakatupi na rin ang mahabang manggas ng kanyang polo shirt at mukha syang pagod. He went to the office after we arrived from the airport yesterday,then he come home late then went to work early and same tonight.I will not complain as much as i can dahil alam ko ang kanyang responsibilidad na nasa kanyang balikat. Hindi biro ang maging presidente ng isang kompanya na maraming tao ang umaasa sayo,hindi biro ang mawala sayo lahat ang pinaghirapan mo mula umpisa dahil sa simpleng kapabayaan lang. Masasanay din siguro ako sa huli.

" It's okay. I understand. Is everything okay now?"

Umiling ito at hinilot ang kanyang sariling batok. Muli kong pinainit ang kanyang hapunan at nilapag sa kanyang harap. Siguro kung walang mag aasikaso ng pagkain para sa kanya ay matutulog ito ng maaga o paglamayan nalang ang mga papel na kanyang inuwi kaysa ang kumain.

" I am still fixing everything. There's a traitor who work with us,that's why this things are messed."

Pinanood ko itong kumain.

That's why i want a simple life. I don't want a complicated life like his. Siguro yun ang kapalit sa karangyaan na meron ka.

" Did that person is in jail?"

He sighed." Not yet. We're investigating who he is and need to be certain about it. I can't make a mistake about this."

Tama.Ang ganitong bagay ay hindi wina-1-2-3. Hindi to A-B-C na ang dali lang. Kailangan mong maging maingat sa bawat hakbang mo dahil baka may buhay ka ring masisira.

Sinabihan ko itong magpahinga na pagkatapos kumain at minasahe ko ang kanyang noo at likod.

" I don't know what to do if you're not here. I'm used of being alone,cure my pain alone,no one to talk like this and share everything with you is all new to me. And i like it being like this. It's not bad to be like this huh?"

Kinagat ko ang kanyang baba," it's not bad if you are being clingy."

Natawa ito." Clingy is sounds better than possessive."

" But you are both!"

" Am I?"

Maaga akong gumising sa umaga para ipagluto ito ng agahan. Gusto ko na makakain ito bago aalis dahil kung minsan ay didiretso nalang ito sa opisina.

" Eat first before you go."

Niyakap nya ako ng mahigpit at binigyan ng halik ang aking labi." I appreciated this babe."

I smiled." I know you do."

Nasa kalagitnaan kami ng aming pagkain ng tumunog ang intercom. Agad naman tumayo si Viktor para tingnan kung sino. Tiim ang kanyang bagang na umupo ulit.

" Why?"

His dark eyes told me that he's mad.Umiwas ito ng tingin." My...mother...is here."

Tumango ako. The witch is here? Anong kailangan nya? Siguro ay nakarating na sa nanay nya ang mga sinabi nung babaeng desperada.

I know he don't like the situation we're in but he still respect his mother.

The door open and she walk like a queen in the aisle with his poker face. Agad nitong tiningnan si Viktor na puno ng galit ang kanyang mga mata.

" Why you're still with her? I don't like her for you! She's nothing compare to those woman who came from a rich family."

Naka kuyom ang kamao nito,at alam ko na nagpipigil ito ng galit. Hinigop nito ang kape saka binalingan ang kanyang ina ng tingin.
" You come here all the way from Munich just to tell me that? What a nice greeting! You...have no right to tell me what to do,no right to tell me who i should be with and never compare her to any woman you like cause they didn't do any half of what my wife done to me or to my son."

Hilaw ang kanyang tawa na binitawan." No right? I am your mother and i have all the right!"

" You are not my mother! I don't have a mother! Cause you've never been a mother to me. You've never been a mother to me since i was a fetus. Have you forgot what you said before? You hated me because of my father, you never wanted to have me where you reach the point you tried to get rid of me, you were never there the day I open my eyes, everything I experience - my father is all I have. I owe my father everything I have now. You weren't there at all and suddenly you appeared, claiming who's suit for me. I will do everything just to keep this family, my family is intact. I will not let anyone ruin it. If you have a plan to ruin it, think again before I will completely forget that you are my biological mother who just give birth to me. Respect is all I have for you and if you are going to lose it - I can't give you anything."

Nanlaki ang mga mata ng kanyang ina sa sinabi ni Viktor.

Sometimes,we are aware of our sins,of our mistakes and we're never been sorry about it. We are not aware that a moment like this will come,na ipapamukha sayo ang mga ginawa mo noon at ang malala pa ay sarili mong anak na hindi mo minahal noong nasa sinapupunan mo pa lang ito. It's like licking your own wound,sabi nga. Karma is a bitch nga diba?

" So please,stop barging in my house and telling me who's better and who's not cause I know which one is good for me. Dad trained me to know people well enough."

His mother look like she's shocked and didn't utter a words. Bigla nalang itong tumalikod ng walang sinabi.

" Don't you think you're too hard to your mother?"

Huminga ito ng malalim." Sometimes,for them to learn is to treat them in a harsh way."

Tama. Minsan kailangan mo ng isang malakas na batok para matauhan ka sa mga pinag gagawa mo. Kailangan mong masaktan muna saka ka matututo. Kailangan mo munang madapa para matutong mag isa,kailangan mong maging matapang para harapin lahat ang mga negatibong bagay na makakasalubong mo araw araw.

His witch mother might not be a good mother but i hope that they will reconcile and forgive each other in the right time.