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Trigger warning: self harm, suicide
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Your POV~
I walked upstairs to check if nobody was there. Lucky me, there was none. I took a knife in the kitchen and ran upstairs. I sat on my bed, playing the same stupid song I loved, Roger Rabbit. Thoughts ran in my brain. I remember when my friends left me and all went to (insert choice of country) and forgot about me. I also remembered why my parents are arguing. I am a failure in this world.
None told me I was beautiful, but that's okay, I understand. None told me I was enough. I couldn't even trust anyone in my life. My anxiety is always appearing. I can only hear them yell at me, my demons.
I looked at the knife I was holding, "What a beautiful knife you are," I said. I pointed it to my throat, saying, "Maybe I'm better off dead, if I was was, will it finally be enough to shut out all my voices in my head?". I moved it closer, making a small cut. "This is not where I belong, you're gonna miss me when I'm gone," tears streamed down my cheeks as I felt a warm hug, stopping me from completely slitting my throat. "Put that thing down, honey," I heard a soft voice whisper in my ear. That voice was recognisable. I turned my head to see Kellin.
All my life I fancy him, though I don't think he likes me. I even thought of him hating me.
"Why can't you just let me rest in peace?" I asked, pushing him away from me. "Darling, you're enough, you're beautiful, you're perfect, you're everything." He said, slowly grabbing the knife and dropping it. Tears poured more as if I was creating a flood or a waterform as he pulled me in a hug. He kissed me on the forehead as he said, "Don't ever do that again, Y/N, you promise?" I slowly lifted my head, facing him, "I promise". He slowly pressed his lips onto mine, making me feel safe. That's where I started to know that I'll be alright.
{A/N Ayeeeeeeeeeeeee, das right, it's very short. I'll be writing the next imagines with a thousand words because why not but yeah. I hope you guys enjoyed.
P.S. You guys can tell me whatever you want me to write, 'cause that will be cool}
