Shado's Crazy book

So tired

I am so fucking tired of losing the ones who help me. Who keep me sane.

My Aunt died a day before my birthday and my teacher, he only teacher I ever trusted, died the day after.

Is there anything I can keep? One fucking person in my life that I know I can trust? Or am I just the big fucking mistake I was portrayed as?!

I wasn't supposed to be born. I wasn't even supposed to be possible but here I am. A fucking mistake.

I am a fucking mistake. And it seems like my life is as big of a mistake as I am.

I bet some of you wish you never met me. That you never received a comment from me. Cause All I am is a mistake

I don't know what to do any more.