Bored=Thinking=Bad Thoughts

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Well I am bored and when i'm bored I think and what I think is almost never pleasant. Then I start writing and the writing is sometimes just quotes I have thought of or some writing.

Here are some of the quotes from today.

Despairing is not the answer
Giving up is not the solution
But why does it seem like
The very solution i'm looking
For?

Smile they say but i respond with a bitter glance
What do I have to smile for?

My "Stem" has
Been snapped
And my "Petals" have fallen.
I am no more.

I am not sure if this will translate correctly into what I mean so....Be warned.
Volo clamare sed illud non potest
Quis putet audiunt ut cantus potuit educ tantum dolor.
Amare aliquem molesta est.
Maxime ubi sunt non est hic.
Mea memoria sunt et dolore.
Ego oblivisci et omnis tristitia et dobr.
Et in furore et iniquitate.
Qui familiae seorsum et scidi.
Sed non obliviscar eorum, quod semper revert.

The pain that follows the past will always be there. I will never forget I wish not to remember. The things that must stay in the past are things I wish to bring into the present. The things that once were and things that will become. Looking toward the future brings only choices, whereas the past brings pain. There are things in the future I wish not to meet but there are things in the  past that I wish to stay. I am not someone who wishes for a future but if I turn back then I will never let go. Facing what I fear and letting go what I do not are the things that hurt the most. 

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