once broken, now fixed | m.c & l.h

glacier lake

michael

Luke and I are still here.
The lake is amazing.
The water is cool and relaxing.
It reaches six feet in the center.
They call it Glacier Lake.
We hope nobody else finds this spot.
This is our spot now.

Luke is constantly called a slut at school.
I feel guilty from it.
Everyone says they can tell how much sex we have.

Ashton isn't normally like that.
He has been acting different this past month though.
Ever since the last day of school.
It seems it has gotten worse.

I know I'm a slut Michael
But I need you
I want to love you right now

I shake my head.
Not because I don't want it.
But I need to make love to Luke.
I don't show him enough how much I love him.

We make love again.
At the boulder.
By Glacier Lake.

I love you Michael
I love you so fucking much
And some day soon
You'll get to hear my voice

"Baby you wait until you're comfortable okay?"

We should just stay here forever Michael
I think we could live okay just the two of us

"We still have Ash and Calum. Although they aren't the greatest, we can't ditch them."

Why so they can ditch us again?

He's talking about the party from Freshman year.
Ashton and Calum were our 'friends' at that point.
The most popular in the school.
They invited us to a party.
Luke and I went.
I was drugged that night.
Someone filmed me.
People messed around with Luke.
They touched him.
I hated Ashton and Calum then.
They ditched and left us.

"If they ever ditch us again, I'm taking you somewhere to be at peace."

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