Imagine you're apart of Ricks group and in the line up but you start to agree with what Negan is saying as you realise Rick did the same thing.
As you were all going to Hilltop to try and get Maggie help, problems started occurring. Every route was blocked by some 'saviours', it was a stupid name for a group that just mentally tortured other survivors. It was on one of the routes that you saw walkers chained up with Daryls arrows sticking out of a few, one with Michonnes hair attached. It was horrible to say the least. You were starting to regret going with them, maybe you would've been safer...
After being faced with another barrier of men and no routes left, Eugene offered to drive towards Hilltop in the RV while the rest of you ran through the forest area to try and get there instead not realising that you could have been walking right into a trap or even that it was too dangerous. Especially now it was night, you didn't know about any walkers.. Couldn't see any threats if there any, you were just asking to die but you had to try for Maggie. You just couldn't let her die, she had become a sister figure to you.
When the whistling started, you knew that you were in trouble and wouldn't be able to get out of it. Considering that when you ran into a clearing, you realised that you were surrounded. Especially when they turned on near blinding lights. It was like a stone had dropped in your stomach when you saw the RV and Eugene being held by someone next to it. Your breathing started getting heavy, starting to panic a bit - your anxiety continued to rise as they kept whistling. After what seemed like forever they stopped, you nearly breathed a sigh of relief. That was when the man that we originally had a confrontation with walked out saying quite smugly,
"Good, you made it."
He even had the audacity to smile like he'd won something, it was horrible while you were standing in between Rick and Carl. You had your head down just trying to keep your breathing in control.
"Welcome to where you're going." He quotes himself from before, the bastard.
He walked in front of us while saying this with his arms wide open, he reached down to take his gun out while pointing it at us. He ordered,
"We'll take your weapons, now." He became serious.
Rick was starting to panic, You could see from the corner of your eye as he tried to get them to talk about this. There was no getting through this when the man replied negatively. A few men walked over to start taking our weapons, as one approached you, you quickly and quietly said,
"I'll do it, you can pat me down after? Please?" You questioned it instead of saying it not wanting to get killed, he waited a second before relenting knowing you wouldn't pull anything. You started taking all of your weapons off. You had quite a few, you had to be honest. Two guns under your jacket, 3 knives in your belt, shotgun in hand as well as a pocket knife in your boot. He whistled, impressed? You thought. Handing them over while putting your arms up, they had the respect not to feel you up thankfully.
The man from before taunted Carl a bit, luckily doing nothing to him. Then said quietly but in a threatening way,
"Okay, let's get her down and you all on your knees." He nodded to someone to probably get Maggie, Abraham however said in a hostile voice,
"We got it."
4 or 5 of us started helping Maggie of and onto their knees, we all knelt down after that in a row. All of us were worrying from what you could tell, you didn't blame them.. You were to.
Then he told Dwight to get the others, you were praying they didn't mean who you thought they meant. When they dragged Daryl, Michonne, and Glenn out, you knew that this was more serious than before. Glenn was shocked at Maggie and tried moving to her but was stopped.. When everything was settled, the man started talking again.
"Alright, looks like we got a full boat.. Let's meet the man." He practically yelled this as he walked back towards the RV, probably to signal Negan to get ready. He knocked on the RV and moved out the way quickly, the door the creaked open as a man with a slight beard who you thought was actually attractive. You cursed yourself for thinking that at such a time.
As he started talking, you kind of zoned out realising something. Your head was down so you could think freely without it being open to Negan, you realised that as he was talking - he started making sense. You had killed alot of his people, he was protecting his people and proving to his people what happens when you do something like this. To be honest, you had seen Rick do worse than this.. Ripping that man's throat out, practically creating a massacre at Terminus and then proceeding to kill the leaders brutally. You started to respect Negan in a way you thought you wouldn't, he was just doing what Rick would do and has done. Yeah, Negan may be doing it in a but of a crazy and violent way but still. So you lifted your head up to stare at him wondering what made him like he is. Killing Shane was Ricks turning point, what was his.
You had briefly been listening, so you knew what was going on and when he said,
"You didn't really think that you were getting out of this unpunished did you? I don't want to kill you people," You already knew he didn't, which is understandable - Negan just wants to get through this world as best as he can and if he's controlling while doing it? Well, alot of people would do the same. He continued,
"I just want to make that clear from the get go, I want you to work for me. You can't do that if you're dead now can you?" He walked back in front of Rick, you continued to stare at him hoping he wouldn't catch you. He grinned and said incredulously as if the idea was absurd,
"I'm not growing a garden but you killed my people, a whole damn lot of them.. More than I'm comfortable with." He said and placed a hand on his chest, you agreed with him.. You killed too many of his men, they hadn't even threatened you. Continuing,
"For that, for that you gotta pay. So now, I'm gonna beat the holy hell out of one you." You thought it was fair, the group would do the same if you were in Negans position, its how it is now.
"This, this is Lucille," He showed her to Rick and said how awesome she was, you started to not pay attention again.. Just staring ahead.
He started pacing, as he was walking - he looked at you. You had been looking at him anyway and now you had made eye contact obviously showing every emotion. You cursed under your breath as he knelt down in front of you,
"Now, that, that look in your eye is making me curious doll face." He said quietly to you,
"Why that look?" You tried to play it off but he knew you knew, "You know what look, whisper the reason in my ear.. don't want your friends hearing." He leaned into you so you could, being afraid that he'd kill you if you didn't answer.. You told him your thoughts.
He leaned back looking at you in shock and then grinned at you,
"I'll talk to you more about that when all his shit is over." He winked at you and proceeded to carry on down he line and taunt everyone but you until he finally decided on who. You glanced over to see him in front of Abraham.
Everything blurred together then.. Glenn dying, Rick getting taken until morning, Rick nearly being forced to cut of Carls arm, Daryl being forced into the van and then finally he finished. You shouldn't have been glad about this because he came back over to you. Offering you a hand up, he proceeded to bring you to a truck while saying,
"I'm taking her as well, I'll leave you a.." You zoned out until he opened the passenger door and closed it, he walked around the other side getting in and then started driving. He started talking into a walkie.
"Carry on guys, I need to have a talk with the little lady." He sent a wink over to you as he out it down and slowed down the truck to a stop. Your breathing got a bit heavier and heavier until you were on the verge of a panic attack.
"Hey, hey, hey, breathe girl breathe.. You're fine, I'm not gonna do anything to you sweetheart, just want to talk." He calmed you down as you nodded,
"I told you my thoughts on it all, why do I need to tell you again?" You asked curious yet afraid.
"That wasn't what I was gonna ask you about, if you gave me a chance I was gonna say and explain that I'd like you to live with me permanently or you can go back to crappy Alexandria and risk starving. Don't worry, I wouldn't ask you to fight them or anything. Just stay with me and provide company, not in a sexual way, you make me curious and I'd like to get to know you is all." He started he truck up and we started driving towards a turn off. One way was home, one way was towards Negan. You had decided that..
"I'll stay with you but if I want to go back? I can?"
"Yes, definitely sweetheart. If you do decide to go back, I'd have to get someone to rough you up a bit so it wouldn't look like you were there on choice." You nodded and smiled at him as he grinned and drove in the other direction of Alexandria.
AN - sorry it was an abrupt end but I couldn't be bothered, I might edit it.. tell me what you think, might change the ending.. Who knows.
