only now i'm beginning to get nervous
my life is practically balancing on a fate that is killing me inside
literally
there's a demon inside me, and not my thoughts
nor my feelings or the bullies that are constantly on my back
there's someone inside me
a little someone
an unwonted someone
and i don't know what to do
i can't welcome it into this dark, cruel world
i don't want it to feel the same way as i do
i don't want it to be broken, like me
i don't want it
but i'm scared
so fucking scared
and i need help
please, just help?
