The Last ~BTS Fanfiction~ (English Version)

The Last

"Hyung! Hyung! Hyung you promised! Remember? You said that you would never leave! You would never leave me... Us... Hyung! Hyung please! Please..."

Jungkook was crying like he had never cried before, just like the others. Only those words came out between his sobbing. He only could say those words outloud. He only had power to say those word. He didn't have courage for more. Because the more he talked, the more real it would get. The more he denied, the more real the things would get. And to be honest that was the last thing he wanted. He didn't have any power to push the five hands, which wanted to calm him down. Actually he couldn't wait to hug those warm arms. How did all of this happen? How did all of this start? Of course! That wish... That one candle which was blown. "I wish" Jungkook said to himself. "I wish I had never made that wish."

Ona Day Ago
00.00

"Happy birthday Kookie! Happy birthday Kookie! Happy birthday, happy birthday! Happy birthday to you!"

Jungkook couldn't hide his shock. Six hyungs were standing right in front of him, with a cake in their hands which had a candle on top of it. Even if it was the same every year, Jungkook had the same excitement, but most importantly the happiness all over again. This year, just like every year, Jungkook failed at holding his happiness tears back.

"Ah! Come on Kookie! The same thing every year. Stop crying and just make a wish." said Namjoon but his eyes teared up too. He waited for everyone to come closer and then he blew the candle without losing any time. After a lot of congrats, photos and a hard cake division everyone went away to enjoy the cake. After a while "So?" said Taehyung while coming closer. "What did you wish?"
"Nothing." said Jungkook trying to avoid him.
"Liar. Come on say it."
"But if I tell, it won't be real, right hyung?" insisted Kookie.
"Ah come on! Tae is right. Are you trying to kill us because of curiosity?" said Jin and joined the conversation. Jungkook finally gave up after everyone insisted.
"Okay. But you are not going to make fun of it." He continued after everyone nodded.
"I wished that all of you would be by my side on my birthday AND my whole life. I wished that you would never leave me. NEVER. I wished that we would be together as BTS till the end of our lives. Because I don't want to lose you. I'm afraid. I'm afraid to wake up one day and find byself alone. I get terrified by thinking of losing you. That's... That's why I wish the same thing every year." said Jungkook. He didn't even realize that his eyes were full of tears.

"Kookie-ah. That will never happen. We are not going to leave you." said Hoseok. His eyes were full of tears too and in seconds they were all hugging each other and crying. There was only one person who didn't have any tears in his eyes. Yoongi.

Since the day they met, Yoongi was the toughest one among them. He was the mıst mysterious one too. None of them knew where he came from or how his life was. They didn't know much about him. For example they knew that his name was Min Yoongi. They also knew that he was as hard as a rock. He made the toughest criticisms among them. Actually he made all the criticisms because none of them could speak tough but also real like him.

There was another thing they knew. Yoongi had never cried before. His eyes didn't even tear up. None of them had seen him emotional before. No matter how emotional a situation was, sll he did was to look with a blank face. After all they knew, it wasn't hard for them to realize that his past wasn't good. None of them knew about his past and to be honest they didn't want to know because they knew that they couldn't be able to handle that. Because of those, it was weird for Jungkook that Yoongi followed him when he left to wash his face.
"Kookie!" said Yoongi.
"Yes hyung?" answered Jungkook.
"Look. I may look like a tough guy who doesn't have any emotions from the outside but there is something you all forget. I'm human too. I used to feel too. The pain, the saddness... I just want you to know this. I promise for my own that I will never leave you. I will always be next to you till your birthday ends and the rest of your life, I promise. I won't let anything happen to you. I will always be there for you and... And... Ah! Never mind." said Yoongi. He was about to turn back and leave when he stopped like he had remembered something. He took out a CD from his pocket and gave it to him.
"If anything happens to me today, take this CD and watch it with the rest. You will understand. If nothing happens then bring it back to me. I repeat, this is only till your birthday ends and if you look inside of it I'll never forgive you. Do you understand?" After he nodded Yoongi left to go to his room. Jungkook just stood there without knowing what he should do. He was trying to observe what he had just heard. The things he said was... He didn't know how to tell. And Yoongi was so sure that something was going to happen to him. What did he mean? Why was it only for today? He didn't know the answers for these questions but he understood that this CD meant so much for him. He held the CD like that was the only thing he had and went to his room.
In the morning, after they finished the great breakfast Jin made for them, they went to the studio to practise. He always kept the CD with him. After the practise they went back to their home.
"So Kookie? This is your day. What do you want to do?" Jimin asked.
"I think we can go to your favourite restaurant." suggested Yoongi. He was so excited like he had waited for this moment for his entire life. After thinking a while Jungkook realized that he really did want to go there. After everyone agreed, they went to their rooms to get dressed. A few minutes later Yoongi appeared in front of Jungkook's door.
"Kookie, can I borrow your grey sweatshirt? I don't have any." said Yoongi. While he was saying these, he already got inside and started to look for the sweatshirt.
"But hyung, isn't it too hot for a sweatshirt?" said Jungkook. He realized that something was wrong after the conversation they made.
"Yes it is but I'm a little cold. That's why I wanted." he said. It wasn't convincing but Jungkook didn't insist more and gave the sweatshirt. In one hour they were all ready to go.