Steven Universe Scenarios✔

I Hate U, I Love U (Lars x Male!Reader)

[[Before you read. Yes the title is the song name, song by Gnash. So yes it's a song one-shot.Everyone who does not ship Sarry/Ladie(Larsx Sadie). What are you doing here? Get out! Enjoy everyone else!]]

Warning:Vulgar Language in the lyrics.
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Feeling used
But I'm
Still missing you
And I can't
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips
And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you

(Name) was fooled, used and tricked but none other than Lars. That selfish Donut worker fooled and used him to get his best friend, Sadie. He missed Lars's lips. He knew it would take a while to move on. He would remind himself that he was a fool to be played. Lars is a player. That could play anyone who was dumb enough as (Name) who was foolish enough and head over heels for the other boy.

I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

(Name) walked to the Donut shop. Waving at Sadie who smiled at him. He gave her a forced smile. He saw Lars on his phone. He ignored Lars as he got a coffe cup and three donuts. He saw as Lars talked lovingly to Sadie. He watched as she blushed and chatted away. He quickly left after receiving his change. Lars wanted and only loved Sadie. Lars only used him to get Sadie. He was happy for Sadie. But did Lars had to play with him?

I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too,
And I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go

(Name) was walking alone the streets. Beach City had gone quiet. Not that he minded. He heard something then rain poured hard on him. He didn't care about the rain. He continued to walk as he thought. He stopped. As he watched what happened in front of him. He let tears fall. He watched as Lars held a umbrella over Sadie as they left a store. He left the scene as he cried.

I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

Sadie had invited (Name) over for some movie marathon. Which he had agreed. He wished he asked who else would be coming because once he was there he wanted to leave. He didn't want to be near Lars ever again. He gritted his teeth and turned to Sadie. "Sadie....I remember I had something to do so. Maybe next time?" (Name) lied. He hated to lie to Sadie. But he didn't want to be near a player."Oh... Alright take care (Nickname)!" Sadie said as (Name) nodded and left.

I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night I sing this song

[Flashback]
(Name) and Lars were having a ballon fight. The balloons would hit each other as they had fun. Happily the two laughed at each other. Lars end up grabbing the hose and spraying water at (Name). Both of them laughed as they dried themselves afterwards.

[Another Flashback]
"(Name).....I can't be with you....I love someone else. I had moved on. You can too." Lars said as (Name) stayed silent. Lars walked away after saying  goodbye

[Flashbacks End]

(Name) screamed as he threw everything from his room. He lived alone so he was fine to do so. He threw a photo frame of him and Sadie. It hit the wall and it broke. (Name) sat in a corner and cried. He felt like he couldn't continue with this. He needed to move on but didn't knew how. How was he going to move on?

I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

Three months had passed. (Name) had still to move on. His hair was a mess. He had gotten to clean the mess he made three months ago. He went to his bathroom and cleaned himself up. Fixed his hair and appearance. Dark circles were under his eyes. Nothing that couldn't be hidden by glasses/sunglasses/makeup. Ten minutes later he was already walking on the Beach of Beach City. He allowed the water touch his naked feet as he had his shoes on his bag along with sunscreen, sunglasses and two towel incase he went to the water. He saw Steven and Connie play in the water with the purple Crystal Gem, Amethyst. He just continued to walk.

"You should move on, I already did"
"You still haven't moved on?!"
"Weak!!!!"

Lars's voice kept running into (Name)'s head as he stayed quiet. He reached the Beach end. Alone he sat down and set the beach umbrella he was holding and laid down on the towel he laid on the sand. He covered his face as he breaths.

[Flashback]
"I love Sadie,I had moved on." Lars said

"You used me!" (Name) interrupted. He glared at Lars who said nothing. "YOU USED ME TO GET MY BEST FRIEND! LARS YOU ARE THE WORSE!" (Name) exclaimed and left Lars at the Donut shop.

[Flashback End]

All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
She is the only thing you ever see
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me

(Name) was drinking a smoothie as he spotted Lars and Sadie drink a milkshake together. (Name) bit his bottom lip as he allowed a tear to roll down. He breathe deeply and finished his smoothie. He threw the cup in the trash can as he left after glaring at Lars

I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

He accepted it. He wasn't wanted by who he wanted. Lars had the person he wanted. (Name) had no choice but to accept it. He couldn't take it anymore. He just decided to leave Sadie a note and leave Beach City. He just had to leave for a while. He could always come back after he felt like he was fine. He got on his car. Lars and he had eye contact but (Name) shook his head and started the car. The rain poured hard on Lars as he watched (Name)'s car drive away.

[[To be Continued....]]

{MUAHAHAHAH Okay seriously if you guys want another part. You gonna recommend a song that can be follow this Song-Shot. I will do as many as I can, maybe up to three-four to follow this}