Stop Bulling!

RIP Bucky

Surprises. They should be full of joy, love, and happiness.

Wrong!

Sept. 22, 2013

My 14th birthday.

I was happy, and at a football game. just being my 'normal' happy self.

I got home at around 8:40pm and that when it happen.

And before you guys think I was raped, hurt(physically), or things like that.

My best friend, my first real love I guess you could say. Dies in a car accident early Sept. 22 morning. The guy I could tell anything to. And wen I say anything, I mean ANYTHING. he hasn't had the best childhood. But he made me happy, and I made him happy. He made me feel good about myself. Called me Beautiful. I loved him so so much! I just I want him back I know I seem like a selfish bitch, but I don't freaking care. I want, need, and just want him back. he was truly gentlemen, and I loved him for it. Maybe that why I have high expectations for H (my crushes first letter of his first name). (Update: 12-25-14: H is an asshole)

I still think it was suicide, but I don't know

I love you Bucky, and always will.

Rest In Paradise Bucky

(I forget sorry) - 9-22-13

•To me you always have a special place in your heart for your first true/real love and It will hopefully never go away.•