11. Jai Please

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Warning: Depression is caused in this chapter. Don't really know if this may trigger you but if it does then please don't read

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I'm still layed on my bed and it's time that I go talk to Jai. I got in my car and drove there. I knocked on the door and saw the boys except Jai.

"Hey...Can I talk to Jai please?" I asked

"And why is that?" Beau asked

"Because it wasn't my fault" I told them

"Look it is your fault. Jai told us that he saw your boy kissing you and touching you. Plus you didn't do anything to stop him. He said you didn't do anything about it" I was close to crying

"Your just like his ex's using him for popularity and as a toy to play around with. Your just a fucking slut" Luke yelled at me and I was on the verge of crying

"Luke I think you've gone too far" Beau tried calming him down but it was no use. Luke's temper has already came out.

"Oi cunts what the fuck are you on about" I see Jai walking down the stairs with bloodshot eyes

"Jai please let me explain" I begged once more trying to get to him but the boys didn't budge letting me through

"Just leave would you. I've seen enough" He said looking down in sadness

"Bu-" He cut me off

"Look I don't love you anymore. Now could you get the fuck out of my life right now. I don't need you. Now leave" He yelled at me and I cried. I got in my car and drove off back home passing the speed limit.

I ran into my room and slammed the door. My parents practicality gave this house to me so I walked downstairs and started to break all the dishes, my shelves, my glass table, pictures, and put a dent in the walls. I even did the same to my room. I threw all of my clothes out. I threw Jai's stuffs downstairs. I also threw all of our pictures together everywhere especially our future journal. I ripped all the pages of our future together and left it flow down to the ground downstairs. My whole house was practically a mess right now. I honestly don't have time to clean at the minute but calm down. I cried and cried until I was tired and that I couldn't rub my eyes anymore at the friction that is giving me to get a rash around it. I yawned and grabbed my phone.

I went on Twitter and my notifications has blown up with hate and disappointment from his friends and family. I just wish they understand my situation.

I  tweeted:

I don't know why people assume things when they don't know the whole story to it. People just needs to chill and hear it out instead of making statements that ain't true. I'm sorry I wasn't worth your all. Going Offline😳🔫👋

I turned off my phone and walked into the bathroom looking for something to sleep. So I found it then shoved all my pills into my mouth drinking it with water. Then in a couple of minutes I start to black out.

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