I was kind of frustrated again.
Sometimes when I get home I seem to be frustrated.
Or maybe even stressed.
I had a piano lesson that night.
My teacher is very sweet so she even cheered me up that night.
I am very thankful to have her in my life.
She is a good friend.
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After she left,
It was a perfect time for me to get in contact with Pablo.
Now that I was alone at least.
I texted him asking if we could talk.
He said yes, but it took a bit longer to reply.
He may have been doing something before.
I sent him a text:
I'm sorry it's hard for me to say this...
but I think it's best for us if we break up.
It's not you, it's me.
You're a good guy, no doubt.
I just can't do this anymore.
I have to ask myself the simple question:
Do I actually love you fully to give of myself?
I realized that I don't.\
I feel like we are better off as friends, and I hope you accept my decision.
I feel like we are just not meant to be.
Sorry.
I love you as a friend, and nothing more.
My heart was pumping.
But, really, maybe I wasn't that affected.
But maybe he was...
I wrote to one of my internet friend I told them I wrote the break up text.
One of them thought it was a bad idea for me to write a text.
Well, i didn't have another way to do it at the time.
And, I had the courage to do it at the moment.
I needed to get this off my chest.
Not literally, if you know what i'm saying.
He wrote back....
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Love and Discernment (Germangie, Pangie FanFiction)
RomanceAngie is having a hard time in her love life. She is dating Pablo, but isn't sure if she wants to stay with him, or simply just stay friends. Angie realizes after a couple of months she still has a huge crush on German, but German wants to simply st...