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chapter 19

Toni in the MM💋💋💋

1 week passed

Hey was up y'all it's Toni Kamia has been staying with me and I been helping out with the BABy and trey is home with. His mom and ziaria is with lashae for 2 days and we are now heading to the clinic to see if she is ......pregnant I helped het get out the truck and we walked on together.

Kamia pov~I am so scared I don't think he made me cum I blacked out in the middle or it so I don't really know I am now peeing on this stick this Is so uncomfortable now I'm waiting on the results

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"Mam here are your results"the doctor said my hand shook as I grabbed the paper "baby it's okay open it"Toni rubbed my shoulders

Negative =not pregnant

Signature here-

I hugged Toni so tight "I'm..I'm not pregnat"I said as I signed the paper and walked out with my head up I still felt a weak a little because Marquez little friend is huge
But off that subject Toni is now taking me to my house his car isn't here so he is gone everything looks the same from when I left but I walked in the kitchen finding a note on the fridge

Dear,Kamia I know I messed up I just wanted you to have my baby from when I first seen you I feel in love but if you are pregnant here is my number 👇
         937-2458

I balled it up and threw it in the trash I picked up the ripped under wear and clothes and threw it in the trash and changed the sheets and everything and I covered the wall with sheet rock Toni is going to paint it for me then I went to my room and sat on the bed where Toni was looking at a picture of us "you remember how happy we were? "Toni said "yea" I sat on his lap and put my head on his chest "Kamia you know I love you right and I plan on marrying you some day"Toni said I lifted my head up "What would you do if I was pregnant with his baby?"I asked " I don't know I would've been pissed though but your not....wanna watch a movie or sum"he said "no I'm good"I stood up and walked to the guest room and closed my eyes
I visioned what happend to me as I felt a tap on my waist "aaaaaaaannnooo!"I screamed I fell to the floor "babby you okay!"Toni kneeled to me "d-don't help me up last some one did look what happened "I shiverd "but MIA..I'm yo man future husband I'm not him!"he picked me up and layed me down and brought me some lemonade as I took a deep breath and he kissed the back of my neck "it's okay I'm here"he said "don't don't you know I been raped 3 t-Times in my life"I said rubbing my arms as my eyes watered "baby please don't talk about that stuff the more you do the more I want to kill...get some rest"he took the lemonade as I layed down in bed falling asleep.

Toni pov~I'm tired of seeing her be hurt she needs some rest before the baby come home.I just want her to relax every time I see a tear fall it angers me I'm watching tv down stairs watching football I love Seattle that's my football team I want to have a son by her in the future by Kamia but I won't be able to if shit like this keep happening but nothing is stopping me when she is not you know weak or having flash back we will see.....

3 hours later

Kamia is just waking up it's so funny how she be arching "had a Good...good nap babe"I asked "yea a very good one"she stood up and gave me a passionate kiss like nothing never happened as she walked down stairs I heard her open the fridge.

Kamia pov~for some reason I woke up in a good ass mood after what happened to me I am still hurting deep and side emotionally and little of physically but I don't want Toni to be so worried about me "had a good..good nap babe?"Toni asked as I was arching my back looked like he wanted to laugh but didn't I got up giving him a kiss then my stomach felt like it was on E so I went down stairs to the fridge "mmmhm I want a peanut butter sandwich and plain chips and some kool aid (pink lemonade)"I said to my self then I grabbed the bread and made my sandwich and grabbed my drink sitting at the table eatting it felt so good going down my throat "burrrpp....excuse me"I said chuckling a little throwing my plate in the trash and then I drunk my drink and put my cup in the sink as I sat on the couch

Then out of know where my phone rang. .........

ITS MARQUEZ! !
FUCK!!

I looked at the phone as sweat fell down my face even seeing or thinking about his name made me angry he called again now I'm passed I grabbed my phone and threw it at the tv screen I through it so hard that Toni came running down the stairs "WHAT'S GOING ON!! Kamia!! You threw your phone again.....WHY!?!!"HE SAID "BECAUSE. ......"that's all I could say as he picked my phone up it still vibrated Toni answered it

Toni~LOOK YO BITCH ASS NEED TO STOP CALLING HER STAY AWAY FROM HER LET ME SEE YOU IN THE STREET AND YOU DONE NIGGA YOU TOUCHED SOMETHING THAT BELONGS TO ME I WILL KILL YO ASS WHEN SHE SAID NO YOU SHOULDVE LISTENED

MARQUEZ~ AND WHEN THAT GIRL YOU CHEATED ON HER WITH WAS SUCKING YO D*** YOU SHOULDVE TOLD HER TO STOP BUT NAH YOU GOT HER PREGNANT DUMB ASS NIGGA YOU DONT SCARE ME ALL YOU IS, IS AN WOSSIE!!!!

Toni~BITCHH I WILL KI-

THEN I SNATCHED THE PHONE

Me~STOP FUCKIN CALLIN ME BITCH YOU A PREDATOR I HATE YOU WITH EVERY VAIN IN ME IF HE KILLS YOU I WANT TO SEE IT I WANT TO SEE YOU GO THROUGH THE PAIN I DID! !!

I hung up in his face as I starred crying into my hands Toni held me close as he rubbed my back "I want my daughter I have to fog pick her up now! I need my baby!!"I got up grabbing my purse and keys slamming the door "baby waiit!"Toni said I got in my car and buckled my seat belt "what are you doing?!"he asked "getting ziaria "I then sped off on him it was knocked nd of rude but when I see her she makes my whole day feel better.