Y/n Pov
"I love you to" i said kissing the nose of my girlfriend of two years. She giggled quietly wrapping her arms tightly around my waist. "You know i would do anything for you. I-i just don't want everyone in our business, you know?" i sighed and nodded leaning back into her embrace. Me and Lauren have been going out since freshman year, and were almost seniors. But no-one knows about our relationship. Me and Lauren are on totally different social ratings at our school. Meaning she's popular, a cheerleader, a volleyball player, and basketball player. While i'm the nerd, who eats lunch by themselves, does work, get straight A's, and reads for free time.
I think the reason Lauren doesn't want our relationship out is, because she doesn't wanna be seen with me. But i always push that thought away because she says she doesn't want people in our business, i guess i can understand that.
"Hey. Stop thinking so much babe. I. Love. You." Lauren said in between kisses. I smiled and nodded turning around in her arms, so i could put my head in her neck. "I love you to" i whispered quietly holding on to her tightly.
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I sat my tray at the table with a loud groan. Today has been hell. I've been tripped, called names, pushed, and punched. Today could not get worse. I sighed sadly all i want to is to be accepted i thought taking a bite out my sandwich . I was going to pick up my book, when i felt a liquid substance run down my head.
I gasped looking up to see Brad Simpson above me, with his tray over my head. "Ooops" He said with a hige smirk on his face. "What the hell?!?!" I screamed in pure anger, getting up out my chair. I could feel every eye on me..including Lauren's. "It was a mistake. So..." he said starting to walk away. "N-no. It wasn't, you did that on purpose." i spoke up before he could go any further. "Listen here you bitch. I said it was an accident. So why don't you go cry to your dead parents who didn't give a shit about you, worthless bitch." I stood there in shock, before quickly putting my hand over my mouth to bit back a sob. Which didn't work since he said "what's wrong has no-one ever told you the truth y/n. Go do yourself a favor and kill yourself." he said before walking away. I turned my head towards Lauren who was sitting at his table not making eye contact with me. Did she seriously not say anything after that, i said feeling tears form in my eyes. I wiped them off before storming over towards her table...i'm done with this. "Are you serious Lauren." i said towering over her. "What are you talking about nerd." she said carelessly. "This is more important to you popularity. Lauren after one more fucking year popularity will mean nothing." she remained silent looking at me with bored eyes. "Lo please say something" i said desperately. "Why the hell are you still hung up over me?? You've been like obsessed with me since freshman year. Why don't you just fuck off. I don't want you, nobody wants you-" That's all she had to say before i ran out the lunch room. Humiliated, and hurt.
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"It hurts so much" I said my vision blurred by the tears sliding down my face. I wiped some of the dirt of their grave, smiling sadly. "Mommy." i barely whispered, my voice creaking slightly. "I-i...n-eed you. I-i need you guys. I d-don't...don't want to be h-here a-anymore.." I said sobbing harshly on their graves.
After my crying quieted i lied my head beside their grave my last thought was.
I guess i did cry to my parents.
