high school freak show...until you?

chapter 5

sorry i havent updated just got lots of things on and  so tired and iv been working on my other story as well sorry and here it is :)

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*sasha's p.o.v*

i

cant believe i hit him!and i cant believe her tryed to do that to her! and then that kiss...

"so how come you were at school today when you said you werent?"taylor asks breaking me from my thoughts

"well my therapy typed thing went by quickly and then i...remembered that we hadnt arraged a training time for the weekend"i sort of lie but i dont know exactly where we stand and i dont just want to pop out saying 'i missed you' like some geek

"how come you didnt tell me you had a sister?" why did she ask that

"because...i dont...not anymore"i answer feeling a stabbing pain in my chest

"but miles said?" why is she pushing this "its okay im here" she whispers 'should i tell her? no not all of it anyway'

"taylor remember when i promised id tell you what that boy did some day?"i asks her

"yes"

"i think today is some day" taylor nods

"okay take your time im always going to be here"

"uh well there was this girl...natalie we were like bestfriends id known her all my life she knew me better than anyone and then i met kyle and me and natalie started to see less of each other so i suggested that all three of us hang out together it went fine at first but kyle became sort of not obsessed but along those lines with natalie we both just thought he'd get over it but one day when she was walking home he uh he..."i stop looking at her nervously taking a shake breath i continue" he beat her and...raped her and left her lying there bleeding when she eventually got enough strength she came to my house she told me what happened and i went to confront him but she stopped me because she was scared of him so i went to my bed but i couldnt sleep all i could think about was what he had done to her and that it was my fault then i had school with him and he walked past me and he laughing and smiling like nothing had happened and i just...i snapped and it all happened so fast but you have to understand i didnt mean to kill him i just hit him to hard it was an accident i promise you"i tell her everything apart from that natalie is actually my sister

"its okay i understand he hurt your friend i would have been angry too...what happened to natalie after that?"taylor asks i wish she would just drop this

"uh natalie changed she became like everyone else after he died and i just dont know who she is anymore she is so cold and empty now when i see her so full of anger and hatred whether its because of him or what i did to him i dont know"i tell her truthfully

"ok its okay im here and il make everything better"she hugs me i love being in her arms she is so warm and strong "so...are you my girlfriend now or what?"she blurts out i pull back

"well uh you havent really asked me and i havent asked you incase you said no so..."i mumble looking down feeling the heat rising in my cheeks

"okay then...sasha whats your last name again?"she asks me

"davis sasha davis"i smile

"glad you finally told me your name...sasha davis would you like to be my girlfriend"taylor asks me smiling okay time for some fun

"yes i would like to be but you havent asked me to be you girlfriend yet"i say trying not to laugh

"okay then cheeky bastered will you be my girlfriend"she laughs