Pain
Was what I seen in her eyes
Fear
In my little sister's
Anger
In my step father
Emptyness
Was what consumed me
Years and years of trying to forget
Years and years of trying to remember
"Forget the past"
Don't you think I'm trying?
"Just think of happy memories"
But I don't know where they are
Years and years of lying
Years and years of madness
"Are you ok Ms. Curry?"
"I'm ok just tired"
"Ms. Curry can you tell m why you drew this and what it means?"
"It means nothing Ms. Williams now can I leave nothing's wrong with me!"
I'm not completely mad like my good friend hatter but I'm not completely sane either
Heaven or Hell
Angel or Demon
Mortal or Immortal
Blance
Thats all I'm struggling to do
School, living problems, mental problems and then I worry about my (legally) only parent, living up to my families expectations and worrying about my hearing problem, yeah so my life is just getting better and better
Farther and farther into hell
But
On lucky days its like I'm becoming closer back to heaven but then I turn
A turn that means the worst
Like the little girl in the 3rd grade
I'm still her
Crying into her teddy bear at night over her face to muffle the sobs that rumbled through her like thunder in the eye of a storm
but I'm fine
I promise
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Tales Of Sadness (Editing)
PoetryThis is a collection of middle school writings some are cringy others are just my way of coping with emotions than I did at the time.
