What is wrong with me? I'm always mad and depressed and feel like no one cares about me. Feeling like shit most days and just mute on others or just on auto. It's like my mind and body is auto-pilot for most of my decisions. One moment I'm happy, the next moment I want to punch a hole in the wall then mute. Sometimes I'm tempted to old temptations. No one abuses me but me inside and out. I'm constantly tired of mostly every day. Kids who is on the edge of suicide would want my life because of how happy and joyful I should feel but I don't feel that way. I want to cut and bleed and brusie and just give in. My anexities are eating me alive and I can't take it. Please someone, anyone, help me.
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I know this update is a little depressing but my favorite cousin said if I wanted to get over my depression state of bipolar depression I need to accept the fact that I'm depreesed.
A/N: I do not have bipolar depression it was a misdiagnosis I have major and persistent depression
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Tales Of Sadness (Editing)
PoetryThis is a collection of middle school writings some are cringy others are just my way of coping with emotions than I did at the time.
