My brothers best friend is my mate!

I'm sorry

Sorry for the long wait!!!! I was having such a hard time with this chapter. I was really struggling but nonetheless here it is! Hope it's good! (In case you were wondering the picture I put up last chapter is Spencer's dad.) Anyways I hope the last chapter was good and I hope this chapter is good as well! The story is taking another turn! Not only is her dad back but now Hunter knows. What's gonna happen?!!! DUN DUN DUNNN! Lol anyways enjoy!

Hunter stared at dad appalled like. Is that how I looked? "Hunter?" I asked tentatively. He closed his mouth and stood up a bit straighter. We were outside our house in the backyard. After I told Hunter the news he rushed home and stumbled upon dad hugging mom. Of course anyone would be shocked to find a strange man claiming to be their dad hugging their mom. "Um..." dad let go of mom and stood straight. "Hunter. I'm Alexander Mills. I'm your father." He stated. I shot my eyes toward Hunter. How's he going to take it? Good or bad? That's the real question. "You... you left us." He finally muttered. Dad tilted his head. "A man doesn't mutter! Speak up boy!" I blinked, flinching at dad's tone of voice. Why is he hound dogging Hunter at their first meeting? Hunter took an angry step forward. "All this time you were gone I had to protect mom! Me!  A child! A child of 11 years old!" For the first time in years I watched as Hunter started crying. Suddenly I felt guilty. All these years I complained about my loss of love and yet I never realized the pain Hunter went through. We were both very young when dad left. I was publicly ridiculed but Hunter was made head of the house and expected to be mature and help around with men's duties in the pack, to help mom when she needed a man. I've been the selfish one... still the way dad is handling it is not sitting well with me, or Hunter for that fact. "Hey Bucky I left to protect this family! You should be thanking me!" Dad yelled. Mom jumped in. "Stop it! You two... it's only been 5 minutes and your at each other's throats..." she sighed and sat down in the lawn chair. Hunter took a step back. "After all this time... We don't need you anymore... our days of needing a protective father are over so go back to your stupid eastern pack already you useless wolf!" And with that Hunter stomped toward the door and slammed it shut. Next I heard the front door slam shut. I glared at dad. "You shouldn't of yelled at him first thing! What kind of father criticizes his own son who he never got to see grow up?!" Without realizing it I had jumped to my brothers defense and now had tears ready to fall. Dad stared back at me shocked. I scrunched up my face, trying hard not to cry. "How could you after all this time? He doesn't even know why! All you did was judge him!" I cry out before running to the house and after my brother. Kyle is Hunter with you? He ran off and I need to find him! No, sorry. Meetings over anyhow. How'd things go? I'm taking it your brother didn't care for the father figure? I sigh and wipe my eyes. Okay thanks. I'll tell you things later right now I need to find my brother! Running through the town I put my nose to work! Please Lila, help me find my brother! My heart began to pump and soon I was picking up a familiar scent. Following it I came to a run down building that was falling apart. It was in a very secluded part of town where hardly anyone comes unless they want to be alone. Picking my way through the rubble I find Hunter sitting on a ruined piece of building. "Why'd you come after me? Still hoping I'll talk to that guy?" Hunters voice was bitter. He must be really mad. "I came because I'm worried about you." I retort, sitting next to him. He sighs and turns away from me. I frown. "I don't need your pity." He spat. I swallowed down the lump forming in my throat. "Hunter.. the reason he was gone was because he was protecting us." I start. Hunter whirls around to look at me. "What?! That guy? Protect us? I doubt it!" I sighed and pressed my lips together. My brother and I may not have the best relationship but I still love him! "Yes! And he did it because with me being halfbreed the alpha of the eastern pack wanted me! So dad gave himself as sacrifice to save us!" I continue. Hunter stares at me. "What?" He mutters. I gulped and went on. "Yes! That's why he left!" I say. "He never meant to abandon us. He was only trying to protect us from the eastern pack but lately the eastern pack has been picking fights with us as you may know, so dad left because obviously his servitude to protect us wasn't doing a thing to help us." I finish. Hunter looks away from me, I can see the tears building up in his eyes. Seeing him reduced to such a state makes my own emotions come forth. "I know it's hard to understand but-" I'm cut off as Hunter suddenly stands furiously. "It's not hard to understand at all! It's all your fault that this all happened! He left because you were a halfbreed! He didn't leave because he didn't want us around. If you weren't born we could still be a happy family! You ruin everything!" Hunter shouted in boiling anger. My heart has completely stopped. My face grew red and tears trickled down my face. "Hunter..." I whisper. Surely he doesn't mean what's he saying. "It's your fault Spencer! You did this!" And with that he ran away. I was left alone in a gloomy broken building, wallowing in hurt as my brother had just stated his hate for me. Hot tears now flowed down freely. Looking down at my hands I let out a sob. "Why?!" I screamed. It doesn't matter what I do I end up ruining everything! The treaty with the eastern pack, our family, Kyle's family who hates me, Liam's family... when does it end? I've probably ruined Kyle's life too. More ugly hurtful sobs exit my mouth. The lump in my throat ached and pulled tightly at my throat. My tears were hot and salty. My cries were loud and ugly. My brother is right. Everything is my fault... don't think like that Spencer! Lila's voice broke through my thoughts. I sobbed louder. "How can I not?! He's right! They're all right! I'm useless! I'm dangerous!" I scream out. Spencer please stop thinking that! You've done nothing wrong. Your brother is just confused right now. He needs time to sort things out. This news has really thrown him around. I shake my head. "Stop lying to me! I know what I am! I'm a dangerous halfbreed that needs to be stopped!!" I shout out in tears and anger. I know what needs to be done! Standing up I start searching. Lila immediately understands what I'm doing. Spencer no! Hunter help! Kyle! Alexander! Spencer is in trouble! Lila screams. I trip over something and smack my head against the broken up brick wall, making myself bleed. "Shut up Lila! I'm not in trouble I'm getting rid of the trouble!" I yell, more tears pouring down my face. I stand up, continuing my search. Finally a shard of glass catches my attention. Walking forward I grab it, cutting my hand as I did so. Spencer this is not the answer! Please don't hurt yourself! Lila begged. I squeezed my eyes shut. "Shut up! I'm not worthless! No one needs me! I'm dangerous! All I do is destroy things!" I scream, driving the sharp glass edge against my wrist. I scream from the pain and fall to my knees. Blood gushes from my wrist and I start to get mixed feelings. What have I done? Did I really just attempt at killing myself? Falling to the ground and laying there for a second I hear voices, familiar voices. Kyle's, dad's, hunters... my dad rushes over to me, picking me up and holding me. "Oh Spencer what have you done?!" His tears splash down on to my face but I'm speechless. My minds blank. I can't say anything. Finally the words that started this come out of my mouth. "I didn't mean to ruin our family... I didn't mean to be so dangerous to everyone..." with that I close my eyes, my loss of blood getting worse. "Call for the damn pack doctor you ass!" Dad shouts. Sparks ignite my arm and I know Kyle is beside me. "Hurry Hunter she's leaving us!" Kyle called out, the tears in his voice making it crack at the end. My breath got shallower. I'm sorry Kyle. I didn't mean to do this to you either. Soon my fathers frantic voice fades. Kyle's crying leaves my hearing and all I'm left with is darkness. Then I hear a beep. Why is there a beep? Another beep sounds. It's gets quicker and quicker until it doesn't stop, the beeps are almost constant. That's when they stop. I start to feel incredibly calm despite everything. I take a breath in and breath out slowly. The steady beeps are back in auditory range. What's going on? Why is my heart beating so slowly? It almost makes me panic but I tell myself it's going to be alright. I think back to my last memory. I was so upset at myself for being a dangerous person that I went ahead and tried slitting my wrists. Then that's it. I don't quite remember anything else. What happened afterwards was a blank in my mind. All this time I've been in darkness. I want to be in light. I want to see Kyle and Hunter.... Hunter... why did he lash out? He must be really upset. I need to make things better between us. I groan as I try to open my eyes. Nothing... sighing I try once more but the energy it takes makes me start to lose consciousness and I slip into a deep darkness again. The next time I'm awake I'm able to open my eyes. Looking around the room I notice I'm in the pack hospital... again. I remember the last time I came here... I was really scared when I noticed what they were doing to me, it's almost like an instinct came out from with in me. This time however I'm not as scared. No one was in the room though so maybe that's why. Suddenly my in walks a doctor, scribbling away in her clipboard. She looks up and sees I'm awake. A bug smile comes to her face. "Your quite the lucky girl to have such men worry over you. Your father is a remarkable man not to mention the beta and alpha. Boy was the alpha sick with worry. I must of given him sleeping pills almost every night. Anyways. How are you feeling? Any pain? Soreness? Anything that's makes you feel worried?" She asked. I shook my head. I didn't feel any pain more soreness so.... she smiled again and took off her glasses. "Great. No let's get down to business. Why did you do this to yourself Spencer?" Her tone was serious now. Guilt and shame washed over me and I looked away from her. It's hard to explain to a stranger.. but at least she's a stranger and won't make fun of me for it. I mean how stupid could I of gotten? Slitting my wrists? What in the world was I thinking?! "Spencer?" She questioned. I sighed and looked at her. "It's complicated... I... I had a stupid fight with my brother and I let things go to my head. I didn't mean to slit my wrists it just kind of... happened. One minute I slit them open and the next I was regretting it." I explain the short version. She nods, writing it down. "Seems your brother agrees with the stupid fight part." She looked up and smiled. I gave a half smile back. My brother... can I even call him that or have I lost him? "Well I'm going to run a few more tests and then we'll talk about what happens afterwards and when you get to go home. Alright?" I nod and she sets her clipboard down and walks over to me. She examines my wrists, nodding her head, humming and then writing things down. I'll never understand what a doctor knows but I'm not sure I'd want to... after her different tests of checking my pulse and breath and pain and reflexes she send me to get dressed. Once I'm dressed in real clothes she hands me so depression pills and says to take them only when I absolutely need them because some people do get addicted to these things. Taking the pills she tells me my family is waiting for me in the waiting room. She then leads me to them. Once dad's eyes meet mine he's grabbing my mothers hand. She stands up and tears almost spring from her eyes. "Oh Spencer..." her voice is soft. She rushes over to me and hugs me tightly. Wow... her personality has definitely changed... hugging my mom back I soak in the loving moment however I do notice that my brother isn't here. Pulling away I frown. "Where's Hunter?" I ask. Dad frowns. "He didn't want to be here. I think he blames himself for what happened." Dad explains. A pang of guilt hits me. "Spencer?" Kyle's voice comes from behind me and I spin around. The look on his face brings tears to my eyes. I run as fast as I was able to at the moment. Opening my arms I jump up and hug him. I've missed him! And the look of relief on his face brought back so many emotions. What if I had died back then when I cut myself? What if Lila had never warmed them? My body began to shake. It's scary to think about now.... "oh babe... god Spencer you scared the shot out of me!" He pulls away to look at me, his face upset and angry. "What were you thinking?! You could of died! God Spencer!" He sighs with relief and hugs me tightly again. I hug him back. "I'm sorry."

Tada chapter is completed. Time for the next! Death is not over yet. Who is the next victim of tragedy? You'll have to wait and see until the next chapter my lovelies! Bye! Hope you all enjoyed!