My Sacrifice: A Roc Royal Love Story

Chapter 18:

“Just spill it out…ALREADY!!” I blurted out; as usual I put my hand over my mouth and my eyes widened. “Sorry…what no scratch that out I ain’t sorry.” I smiled slightly.

My mom ignored my comment. “Honey, Chres, you can tell us anything.” My mother assured Chresento.

“At my old school…I was being bullied to death. Like no joke, I was always being called a p*ssy because I had all the nerdy stuff…you know big glasses and a h-head gear…” I was so surprised what I was hearing.

“Are you foreal?” I asked, he nodded his head and went on.

“They would always push me around, calling me gay, and all kind of other shit...so then one day I was through” I knew exactly what he would say. “So I posted a video saying my goodbyes and…telling them I was going to kill myself. Luckily AJ saw the video right away and came just in time to save my life. When I was glad I survived; my mom decided to move somewhere far. So we came here…” He paused and smiled slightly.

“Go on sweetie.” My mother encouraged him.

“It was great at first because I found this beautiful, intelligent; girl; Rene but I didn’t know how to talk to her. Eventually I began bulling her, without even realizing.” I looked down… “This girl Italia found the video of me, and has been black mailing me since.” He finished off.

“So why didn’t you tell me?” I asked looking up at him.

“Because…I didn’t want you look at me, like the kids from my old school did.” He smiled slightly.

“Hey mom…” I looked at my mom

“Yes, Rene?” She asked sweetly

“Can Chres and I be alone for a little?” I asked.

“Of course…” She got up and headed out. “If you need anything just call my name…”

“So does this mean we’re back together?” Chres smirked a little.

“Nope…not at all.” I said making it sound as it weren’t a big deal.

“What you mean?” Chres asked his smirk fading away.

“I’m not looking for a boyfriend right know.”

“Rene, please.” He pleaded.

“I’m sorry, Chres; but I don’t think we should be seeing, nor talking to each other for a while…” I gloomily said looking at my thighs.

“Why are you being like this?” He asked.

“I-I just don’t think it will work out right know Chres…”

“Yes, it will Rene; as long as you believe that the relationship will last.”

“No, see I did; but every time I trust you enough you make me regret it.” I explained.

“Damn it, Rene!” He got up from my bed and put his forehead against a wall.

“I think it’s time for you to go Chres.” I got up and headed to the door.

“Wh-

“I think you should leave now Chresento…” I closed my eyes as a tear dropped down my cheek.

“Fine! But this isn’t the last time you’ll see me!” He stormed out of my room.

After he left all I could do was lay in my bed because I was in pain; I never been in pain like this. If this is what love feels like, it sucks!

It’s two in the morning:

Can’t sleep in my room no more, I can’t breathe…no. I can’t pick up my phone because I can’t speak I just….can’t….this pain hurts so badly. As tears rush down my cheeks I feel like a huge weight is on my heart…I don’t know how I’ll survive through this.

Will Chres and Rene get back together? Find out on the next chapter of My Sacrifice: A Roc Royal love story…stay tune.