Just A Dream [ A Carl Grimes X Reader Fanfiction ]

Chapter 8

Warning: Suicidal Thoughts If this Bothers you I'm sorry.
                      Carl's POV
I walked up to the cell blocks and went to my cell, then fell asleep but I heard Some Footsteps. I looked up at the doorway and Saw y/n "I..I can't Fall back asleep..." She said sniffling "Are you crying.." I asked and She nodded. I sighed and motioned her to come over. She walked over and started crying "I.. I don't wanna live in this world a..anymore.." She cried "Come here..." I sighed and she layed down beside me and I pulled her closer to me as she cried into my chest.. "Carl.. I want to die.. I h..hate this world.." She hiccuped as she cried. "Y/n... Please don't say that... You're my friend and I don't want you to die.. Neither does Glenn Or Mag-" "Maggie doesn't Care about me at all, she just pretends she likes me because she's Married to Glenn.." She cried louder and I Hushed her so she doesn't wake people up. "Look y/n.. You can't just make someone love you and then leave Them You just can't.." I said "You l..love me?!" She asked looking up "uh.. Yeah! As a friend of course.." I said That was a Nice save Carl.. "Oh..Well... This world sucks.. All it is about is just Surviving and Fearing the dead..I..I don't wanna Fight a..anymore.." "Y/n please.. Stop saying that I hate Seeing you like This.." "Carl.. Don't tell me you're not depressed, everyone Wants to die.." "I don't.. Y/n I'm always here for you okay..? When ever you cry I'll be there, when ever you need help I'll be there, Okay.. ? I'll always be here.. You're my best Friend.. [SEE WHAT I DID THERE IM CRYING SORRY.] "T..Thank you C..Carl.." She said snuggling into my chest "Thank you for making me feel better.." She said yawning. "No problem Y/n.." I said Sighing looking at her, she looked up and Smiled then wet right back to snuggling me. I was confused because we aren't even dating but I guess it was a Best friend kind of cuddle or something I don't know... But I'm glad she's okay..God.. She doesn't deserve this.. She Shouldn't want to die... I would never leave her because I don't want her to get more depressed.. "Hey let's go to sleep, yeah?" I asked looking at her. No reply. "Y...y/n..?" I asked looking at her.. Then all of a sudden I hear Soft snores and I sigh a Breath of relief, I kissed her head and I saw her Smile in her sleep and I closed my eyes and all I saw was Black.. Nothing but then I saw a Girl who was looking at me.. "CARL HELP ME!" She screamed. I know that voice! It's y/n..."Y/N What's wrong!" I screamed at her "W..walk!-" All I heard were Her Screams and I ran to her and Started Crying "NO Y/N!!" I screamed I felt someone shaking me and then I heard my name "CARL WAKE UP! WAKE UP CARL!" Someone screamed I woke up in a sweat and looked around and y/n was crying "You were having a nightmare and you were screaming and crying my name.." She said looking at me "Oh I'm so sorry y/n.. I didn't mean to scare you.." I sighed. "Let's just go eat breakfast yeah?" She said and I nodded getting up and grabbing my sheriff hat and brushed my teeth as she brushed her hair and teeth. "Let's go.." She said. I grabbed her hand and she Smiled swinging our hands back and forth. I moved my hand with hers and a eventually got to the breakfast area and we got our food. She looked at me and I heard nothing. Then she said my name and I got out of my trance. "Erm Yeah?" I said looking at he blushing that I zoned out looking at her her. "I said I want to show you something!" She giggled and grabbed my arm. I almost fell and laughed and she Dragged me to a hall. "Uh what's thi-" I was interrupted by soft Lips I immediately kissed back and I smiled though the kiss. "That's what I wanted to show you." She giggled and kissed my cheek and I blushed

HEYYYY long chapter for you lovely people sorry that it's late ;-; hope you liked it!!!
~Katie ❤️