I tried to avoid punk for most of the smackdown tapings but couldn't for long as I had to interview him about his up coming match against the wyatts, as soon as the interview was over punk pulled me to one side "what's wrong, you haven't answered any of my texts?" i look down here it goes I should just tell him, "can we go somewhere just me and you" punk nodded and led me to his tour bus, "so what's wrong?" "i got told you just want to get in my nickers," punk sighed "who the fuck told you that, it's not true at all, I'm not like that" i look away should I believe him, "it don't matter, i just ummm" "it does matter, if people are making false accusations I need to know about it" punk leads me through to his room and closes the door, "its hard for me punk I want to tell you but I can't," "why can't you" here goes nothing, "I'm a loser punk, you shouldn't hang around with me everyone is right" punk puts his hands on my shoulders "your not a loser liv your truly amazing your the only girl I can be me around, the only girl I can talk about comic books and batman with," a tear escapes my eyes "i am a loser punk, my parents were drug and alcohol addicts, my dad died and my mum ran away, I moved in with my only friend," "that don't make you a loser your parents were idiots to do what they did, to miss an opportunity to see you right now" i know I can't tell him I haven't had a boyfriend he will freak.
Punks went to get his stuff, he told me I'm staying here tonight and won't take no for an answer, I put my earphones in and sang along to evanescence my immortal
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
CAUSE Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me
After singing the last note I feel my headphones being removed from my ears "what's someone like you who has a voice like that, interviewing," i turn around and see punk smiling, I shrug my shoulders and he frowns, "it was eva" i say quietly, punk looks at me "what?" i sigh "it was eva who slapped me and said you only wanted to get into my nickers" i look away cause seeing punks face change from confusion to anger was pretty scary, maybe I should trust him, he is right we do have things in common right?
