Chapter 17

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Olivia pov

I take Jacob upstairs and settle him in punks room, I don't understand why he won't bond with his nephew he isn't going to bite. I turn around to meet hazel eyes starring at me, "i have to say this hate me if you want walk away but just know you will take my heart with you, but i don't want children Olivia, thats something I can never be in my life I can never be a dad" i look at him shocked what am I going to do I don't want to walk away and take his heart with me, but i do one day want to be a mum, I walk over to him and peck his lips "i need time to think phil I never thought I'd find love but deep down one day I want to be a mum," Phil wraps his arms around me "i can't give you that I can give you love but I can't give you a child," tears start to stream down my face "i don't want to lose you phil" i feel lips touch mine, phil pulls away whilst a little cry fills the room, I walk over to Jacob and pick him up "what's wrong you can't be hungry I just fed you, I changed your number, I burped you," i rock the baby back and forth and start to sing.

This years love had better last

Heaven knows it's high time

I've been waiting on my own, too long

When you hold me like you do

It feels so right, oh now

Start to forget how my heart gets torn

When that hurt gets thrown

Feelin' like I can't go on.

Turnin' circles time again

Cut like a knife, oh now

If you love me got to know for sure

Cuz' it takes something more this time

Then sweet, sweet lies, oh now

Before I open up my arms and fall losing all control

Every dream inside my soul

When you kiss me on that midnight street

Sweep me off my feet

Singin' ain't this life so sweet?

This years love had better last

This years love had better last

Cuz' whose to worry if our hearts get torn

When that hurt gets thrown

Don't you notice life goes on

Won't you kiss me on that midnight street

Sweep me off my feet

Singin' ain't this life so sweet

This years love had better last,

This years love had better last,

This years love had better last,

This years love had better last,

This years love had better last, whoa

This years love had better last.

Jacob falls back to sleep and i settle him back down, I feel arms wrap around me " you should atleast bond with your nephew if we aren't having children" i blurted out I feel phil stiffen " what if he doesn't like me" i laugh a little "everyone loves you your a lovable jerk batman" phil looks at me and smirks before I knew what was going on i was picked up and put on the bed and being tickled, after making love I feel asleep in phils arms.

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