The Wrong Number ☆Luke Hemmings☆ [#Wattys 2017]

Chapter 6

what do you do if you have a girlfriend and you need to break up because you're going to be gone for a really long time? I'm going to be leaving Australia for about three to four months and I dont want her there by herself. she deserves someone who can be there for her 24/7 and its not me

yikes

you helped me the other day when I came 2 u and i want to do the same but im not good with relationships

u arent? u seem like the kind of girl who has a lot of boyfriends

well i dont. the only advise i can give is call or skype her and try to be as kind as you can. make sure she knows you still care but you just want the best for her.

i do. i really do, shes a great girl, she just needs someone better than me. ill miss her but i feel like im doing the right thing

if it feels like the right thing that it cant be wrong. 

I guess. i think im gonna call her later tobnight 

so why are u going to be gone for so long? whats happening

just going on a trip with my mates. our first stop is America and then UK to see some friends.

speaking of America.... 5SOS ARE COMING TO THE UNITED STATES!!!!! HOLY SHIT I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF!!!!! I PROBABLY CANT GO TO ANY OF THEIR SHOWS BUT IM STILL FREAKING OUT!!!!! 

why cant you go to their shows????

Well, like most college students, im broke. also it won't matter. i'll get to see them on stage and then never again, so i might as well save myself the hurt

what are you talking about? they love their fans

but they don't know them. every fan watches YouTube videos, keeks, camps on sidewalks, spends the night in the street, that sort of thing, all the time just hoping to see them. If they get meet-and-greet tickets to a show they say hi, take a few pictures, and then the boys move on to the next fan. it hurts because we know the boys will never really know us.

we basically are really happy that they exist in our lives, but cry because we don't really exist in  theirs. They don't know us and they never will. some fans out there are going to die without meeting them. the rest will die having met them but without knowing them. The boys will die without knowing us, too.

Stop talking you're about to make me cry. don't ever say that. ever. they love their fans and without them they wouldn't have gotten where they are now

that doesn't matter. maybe it does a little, but the fans who got them where they are now might live their lives without actually meeting the people they helped so much. 

that's really deep and depressing. please don't ever say that to me again. how do you even think like that????

all fangirls obsess over this. it keeps us up at night. we cry. I've definitely cried before. And then we feel like we have to keep it all to ourselves because people call us dramatic and make fun of our problems without even pausing to consider that it's so real to us.

that's horrible.

never underestimate the life of fangirl. we are made of emotional pain. 

can we talk about something happy, please? i really don't like this conversation at all.

whatever, what do you care? you don't even like them

SOMETHING HAPPIER, PLEASE!

fine, fine im eating chocolate chip ice cream. Ashton's favorite

i bet it's only your favorite flavor because Ashton likes it

;) ;) ;)

you're weird

no i just like 5sos

does your world revolve around them or something???

pretty much. they take care of me. or that's what it feels like. i can relate to their music and it makes things good again

why aren't they good already

well, my problems aren't as serious as some fan's are, but when im sad or stressed or just need to relax or feel happy or anything really i just play their music. it feels good.

glad to know you feel that way

but you don't care about their band

well if they make you feel good than they must be doing something right.