Accept ➬ macob

6. Time

Marks POV
"MARK WHAT ARE YOU DOING STOP!"

I heard after I punched the mirror, then someone was running to me but I was to preoccupied hitting the mirror that I didn't even realize when someone dragged me away from the the mirror and into another room

They let go of me and I slid down to the floor, "mark what happened?" Jacob said

Why is he even here I hurt him bye he comes back?

I refused to look at him because If I did I would just burst out crying right in front of him

Jacob took my bloody hands in his and got me off the floor, and guided me to the bathroom

"Mark please say something, look at me" he said grabbing my chin

"I'm sorry" I said quietly, trying to get away from him.

As I was trying to walk away he grabbed my arm, "no I'm not letting you leave, I care to much about you to just see you walk out that door, and what would be worse is that if I just stood there and let you walk out"

He dragged me back to the bathroom and lifted me onto the counter as he ran a rug under the water

He then took my hands in his and grabbed the wet rug and gently washed the blood away

"Why did you do this?" Jacob asked after all the blood was gone and my hand was wrapped up

"Because, I can't be" I said softly

"Mark, what's wrong?"

"NO I CANT" I said running to the door, I didn't get very far because Jacob tackled me to the ground, I turned onto my back, only to see his face inches above me

"Can't what" he said softly, his face getting closer to mine

"Can't be" I gulped

"I'm sorry for this" he said before he quickly closed the gap between our lips

I moaned quietly and then kissed him back, I wrapped my arms around his middle and we both sat up with him sitting on my lap, not breaking the kiss

He wrapped his arms around my neck pushing us closer together, if that was even possible.

We continued to sloppily kiss until we both needed to pull away, when we pulled away we were both breathing heavily

"Jacob... I still need time I'm sorry" I said still breathing heavily as I took Jacob off my lap, and he quickly sat in front of me

"But I love you" he said a tear running down his face

"I love you too."

"THEN WHY CABT WE BE TOGETHER" he shouted so loud that I flinched and jumped

"I'm sorry, I love you" I said quickly, afraid that he might punch me due to how angry he was

"Mark wait I'm sorry" he said as I closed his bedroom door and raced to mine

I don't know why i can't just know I want to date him, I just can't accept myself fully. Sure I can say I love you but for now that's all I can do, and hopefully Jacob will understand how hard this is for me, he just doesn't understand, Yet .
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Hey Guys !
Sorry it's a little short .
But marks past will soon be
Revealed, so be ready for all of that.