(Just so u guys know I changed the picture & the title)
Marks POV
2 weeks later
" mark, I'm in love with you and I'm sorry"
And that's when everything around us stopped, we both had tears dripping down our face standing in the middle of the hotel hallway
"I love you too but I can't I'm sorry" and that's when the world started again, right when i said those words and Jacobs crying got worse I ran, I ran from the fear of being gay or bisexual, fear of the public, fear of my friends, fear of me and Jacob, and fear of my parents, fear of the fans, and fear of myself.
Granted running probably wasn't the best option but I was scared, but I left him. I left Jacob all alone so that's when I knew I had to run back
I ran up 2 flights of stairs and through the whole floor to see Jacob sitting on the floor staring at where I was 5 minutes ago with tears running down his face.
I dropped to the ground and wrapped my arms tightly around him, he flinched at first but then he wrapped his arms around me
"You don't like me, I ruined everything, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry" he kept on repeated
"No no you didn't ruin everything okay, I'm just not ready yet. I'm sorry I just I need time to accept myself." I said pulling away from the hug and lifting his chin so he would stop staring at the floor
"Okay.... But can we still be friends because I need you, your my rock and I love you" he whispered the last part probably thinking I won't hear him
"Jacob look at me" I said putting my finger under his chin and lifting it so he would look
at me "of course we can still be friends, and I love you too" I whispered and his head snapped up, fresh tears rolling down his face as he pulled me into a hug sobbing
"Give me time, please" I said pulling away from the hug, wiping away his tears and dragging him down the hallway
"Here let's go to my hotel room and clear up your face" I said unlocking my door and brining him the the bathroom, i picked him up and set him on the counter as I got a rag and ran it under cold water dabbing it on his face and around his eyes to get rid of the puffy and redness
"Thank you" he said jumping down from the counter and pulling me into a short hug, he then left going to his shared room with Zach because Weston dragged me into a hotel room and shut the door saying we're rooming together and you can't just get up and leave when Weston's there, he might jump you.
I looked into the mirror at my disgusting face "why would he love me like this" I said softly tears steaming down my face
I'm in love with a boy i said to myself and then I looked up at the mirror "I'm bisexual" I finally said
And I don't know why or how but something just triggered me and I punched the mirror repeatably until someone walked in
" MARK WHAT ARE YOU DOING, STOP"
YOU ARE READING
Accept ➬ macob
Fanfiction"I really love you" "I can't love you..." Or What happens when Jacob accepts his feeling but mark denies his feelings and sexuality only to explode from exhaustion of hiding it all that time
