Have you ever just HATED yourself, and you HATED living, and you wanted to tell someone- but you didn't want to ruin their day so you shut the hell up...? I feel like that right now... My bf just got a new pet so I don't feel like telling him(plus I'd just ruin the relationship and his day with my emotions), and I don't want to bum out my cousin cause we are both practically closeted emos(jk jk lol) and I vent to her enough as it is, she has her own demons to face...
It's kinda stupid because I started off hating my body today, then I hated how out of shape I was, then I just hated the fact I was getting upset over everything and my boyfriend.
I just hate everything about myself... And here I thought I got over this feeling... Maybe it's just for today, idk...
(I've literally been drifting in and out of this feeling. One moment I'm happy and I love myself and stuff, then a few mins later I just don't want to move ever again... Idk... Hahaha)
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