Fate

Chapter 82

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I sit there in silence.

"You have to think about it?" She laughs.

"I... Would it be bad if I said both?" I stutter.

"What? Oh my gosh!" She smiles and slaps my arm.

"What do I do?" I say playing with the velcro on my leg brace.

"Wow." She says.

"Ummm, do you still miss Harry?"

"Of course I do!" I say defending the truth.

I do honestly.

"Well, who do you see yourself with?" She asks.

"It's not like that. I love Harry so much, a lot. But Brad and I have been talking lately... Not to mention, we kissed. Or made out actually. In the car." I mutter.

Thinking of Harry still makes me smile. I just, miss him a ton.

"What!" She smiles becoming more interested.

Her faces gets red and so does mine.

"Like hardcore making out?" She asks.

"Yes." I say with guilt.

"My mom caught us too."

"Wow Stella." She smiles.

"Did you two..."

"No." I immediately say.

"But it felt like we were going to."

I can't stop thinking about how I could have sex and get pregnant, and then try to with someone I barely know. Why am I like this?

"I tell you this much. If my mom didn't come to the car and stop me, I would've probably went all the way with him." I say truthfully.

"Thank god you didn't." She says.

I agree. I can't control myself anymore. I honesty can't.

"So then what's wrong?" She smiles.

"The fact I've been lying to Harry." I say.

I've had so many issues regarding Harry. So many.

"Well... Things happen." She says trying to help me.

"Yeah but I could've prevented them."

"How?"

"Not talking to Brad in the first place."

I hold back tears very strongly.

"Okay. How can you fix it?" She asks.

"I don't even know." I say truthfully.

How can I make things work? Harry obviously made it clear he still loves me and he doesn't want me to talk to anyone. Or to be specific, Brad.

It's hurts to know that he has no idea about this.

"Well all I can say is that you kinda have to pick one." She smiles.

She switches her position from fist on her chin to slouching facing me.

I'm not really in a joking mood, but seeing her smile is better than seeing her sob over Liam.

"Yeah." I sigh.

"Well I mean whoever you choose will be lucky so choose wisely." She winks.

"Haha I will, thanks." I smile.

"Well I'm gonna head out and get party decors for Aleah. Wanna come?"

"Nah. Thanks though. I'm gonna get ready for a date with Louis later." She smirks.

She runs her hands their her short choppy hair.

"Aww. Okay. Have fun." I smile.

She and I hug and she pats my back comfortingly.

I get up, grab my purse and keys then run to my car so I don't get super cold.

I start my car, turn on the heater, and leave her house for mine.

HARRY'S POV

I sit down and let my hair dry naturally.

"Hey man, ready?" Mason asks combing his hair lightly.

"Yeah." I say.

I stand up and glance at the mirror to make sure I'm decent looking. I'm just wearing a black shirt that says

Rolling Stones with the lips in the middle. Since it's not too cold, I don't wear a sweater. I put on some black jeans, and my brown boots.

I follow him to his small silver car and sit down in the passengers seat.

"So like the party?" Mason asks with hope.

"It was fun, yeah." I lie.

The party wasn't all the great.

Going to parties makes me realize how happy I am to be different.

When I was in high school, I went to many things like this, but worse. Everyone used to do drugs at them too. I'm not going to lie, I did do drugs; but too often.

"Well there's one next weekend if you want to go." He smiles.

I fake smile and nod my head.

What do I do?

"Okay. Well let's start our mini tour." He jokingly says.

"Cool." Is all I say.

He drives us to the center of the campus and there's a lot of people there.

"Hey look. There's Andrea." He points out.

Andrea? She's standing there smiling and walks toward the car as he parks it.

The sun is piercing her eyes so she squints them.

"Hey." She smiles and flips her long hair with her hand.

"Harry and I were just gonna look around the campus." Mason points out rolling down the window on my side even more.

"Oh. I'm just here because I went to the Sunday Mass. There's a football game later if y'all want to come join." She smiles and makes deep eye contact with me.

Mason nods and then asks me.

"You want to?"

I think to myself how much I don't want to be a stick in the mud, so I immediately nod back.

"Cool." We'll stop by your apartment around 5." He says.

"Alright. Bye Harry." She strangely says.

Mason backs the car out and we drive to the buildings nearby.

"Okay the tour officially begins now." He says spreading his arms wide open.

"Great." I say unbuckling my seatbelt.