Fate

Chapter 23

"Hmm." I say trying to figure out what I should do.

I go into Harry's bedroom and start organizing my things.

I put my small bag of makeup in the restroom which is directly next to his room. I hang my clothes up.

I also change into comfortable clothes because Im here alone, might as well.

I change into my Victoria's Secret spandex pants which have an orange band this time, and just a baggy white shirt too.

I can't see myself as a mother. I can't see myself as independent.

Plus, I need more girl friends... Taylor is too involved with Liam and what he does.

It's 8:18 and I'm still waiting for them.

2 hours? Relax Stella. Their just having fun.

I guess I'll clean up their messes.

HARRY'S POV

It's getting late.

Zayn and Niall are sitting by the bar drinking more and more.

Liam's with Taylor and they are making out by the entrance.

Man do I wish I had that. Not a girlfriend, but someone to love.

Stella doesn't love me, and I honestly don't think she ever will.

I want to go back to her and help her out because I feel guilty. But I want to have fun before its too late. When she has the baby and I really have to man up.

This is why I came out, so I could block these thoughts out of my mind.

"Harry you up for another drink?" Zayn says standing next to the bar tender.

"No, Ive had enough." I lie.

I've only had about 2 drinks, but that's enough for the night.

I would hate to drink too much and something happens, again.

I sit at a booth that's empty by myself.

I take the last sip that's left in my last drink thinking to myself about who I am.

This isn't the time and place but I feel that I need to tell Stella about myself.

She doesn't know who I am and where I come from.

I know she's met my mum, but I need to get to know her more. I need to know the little things about her.

Her fears, her dreams, her thoughts. Her life.

It makes me wonder how we will be. Just parents to our kid, or actual people in love.

"Hey there Casanova." A voice says to me.

I look up and see a blonde with a short skirt and a loose dressy blouse .

"Erm hello." I say very casually.

"Why are you here alone?" She says.

I can't see why she would be over here rather than with other guys.

She teases me with her short skirt.

"Alright then, it's fine. I'll just give you company." She says walking closer to me.

"Who are you?" I ask still looking at her outfit.

"I'm Lillian." She says running her finger through her hair.

"My god." I say to myself.