Hold You Down 2 (sequel to Hold You Down)

Part 08

- 4 days later -

Que

YN is coming home today. I missed her so much it ain't even funny I really miss my kids too. I was sitting in the living room with Issa and we was just talking.

Issa - You happy yo girl coming back

Me - Yeah but she gonna be my wife again

Issa - How and you slapped the fuck out of her when yo ass was drunk

Me - How do you know about dat

Issa - Cause she told me I was chillin with her not to long ago

Me - Oh

Issa - Yeah she seems a little uneased

Me - How

Issa - Just not herself

YN walked in with the kids and the kids hugged me and E but YN only hugged Issa. I tried to hug her but she pushed me away.

Me - So no hug huh

YN - I don't want you to touch me okay

Me - I apologized

YN - And I forgave you I never said I was going to let you hug and kiss me god damn it man

Me - You got a bitchy attitude for nothing

YN - So now I am a bitch you know what your the bitch you self center ass bastard

Me - What is wrong with you

YN - Oh my god leave me alone you know what I will do one better bye

She just up and left the house I don't know why but she did. She does seem a little unease. I looked at E and he shook his head.

YN

I just left to go see Chris I don't know why but everysince we had sex four days ago we been doing it everysince. He is just like the best at sex way better than Que I know that. I know this is wrong but it feels right.

Que

I was sitting there waiting on YN to ask her what the hell was wrong. She walked in and looked at me. I walked up to her then she slowly wrapped her arms around my torso and started crying. I pulled her close and she held me tightly. I let her cry as I put my chin on her head then she finally looked at me and told me everything. I understand because I did the same in the past so I forgive her but I see how she felt when I cheated.

YN - Que I am so so so sorry it has been eating me alive this whole time and I felt like if I told you you'd leave I was just in the wrong state of mind I hope we can work it out

Me - Of course we can YN you forgave me when I cheated and I forgive you I love you okay

YN - I know I love you too

Me - Ight..so was he better than me

YN - Que really

Me - Yeah really

YN - No Que

Me - You sure

YN - Leave it alone Rodriguez

Me - Ight I will for now

She walked upstairs and shut the door. I wanted to wait and ask her to listen to the song I made about the both of us but I guess I'll play it now. I walked upstairs and walked in the room and YN was lying there awake. I pressed play on the beats pill and the song Pandora blasted through the speaker.

YN - Que what's this

Me - I was gone making this song for us baby

YN - OMG this is so sweet babe what are you doing with the mood mixtape

Me - Going to make music videos and this is the first one with just me and you

YN - Aww I would love to be in the video babe

Me - I knew you would agree with me

YN - Wow

I hugged her then the kids ran in the room and jumped on the bed. I smiled I got my family even though we are having bumps in the road we still are sticking together.

Jaliyah -Mommy do you and daddy love each other

YN - Always and forever just like we love you

Justin - Dad can I go to the studio with you tomorrow

Me - Of course mini me you wanna be a musician like me

Justin - Yeah

YN - He really looks up to you baby

Jaliyah - Mommy what are we doing tomorrow

YN - Studio just like them sweetie

Me - I didn't know you were back in the studio already

YN - Yeah I got alot of bottled up anger that I need to let out

Me - About what

YN - My anger towards you about the past they told me to let it out through my music so that is what I am doing

Me - Oh at least your releasing your anger in the music

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Yn

I woke up and Jacquees and Justin left so it was just me and Jaliyah. I got dressed and went in Jaliyah room and she was awake.
Me - Hey lil mama

Jaliyah - Hey mommy

Me - Are you gonna go get in the shower so we can go

Jaliyah- Oh yeah sorry mama

Me - It's okay baby meet me downstairs and then we are leaving

Jaliyah - Okay mama

I went downstairs and went in the kitchen and got my car keys. I sat on the couch then Jaliyah came downstairs in a cute little dress and her hair was curly down. I picked her up and we went to the car. When we got to the studio I was making a song called Don't Hurt Yourself.

Stevie - 5..4..3..2..1 go

You - Who the fuck do you think I am you ain't married to no average bitch boy you can watch my fat ass twist as I bounce to the next dick boy......

I sang the lyrics I wrote then we started editing the song and my uncle asked me a question.

Stevie - YN why are you so you know angry

You - This music really just expresses the feelings I have about what happen between me and Que I regret everything bad that happened in our marriage and to know that we both hurt I might as well put it into my music

My uncle agreed with me then kept editing the song. Jaliyah said she liked the song and I smiled because I am starting to become a role model for my beautiful little girl.