Mad Love (The Joker And Harley Quinn Fanfiction)

Chapter 6: Wrecked

He is so deep, unpredictable and mysterious; rouge, insane and mad

Mad as hell

She hates him, she hates the way she was too fascinated by his eyes, she hates the way she cannot sleep at night, she hates the way that everytime he smiles she can't barely breathe, she hates the way how mesmerized she was by his appearance, she hates the way he knows everything about her, she hates the way how her heart was pounding violently, she hates herself for believing he can be fixed, she hates the way he manipulates her, she hates every inch of him - but still here she was, wanting and needing to help him.

It's been two weeks since she stopped visiting The Joker, it's just that nothing feels right anymore- she knows something is wrong and continuing it might make it worse, she knows deep in her heart that he already already got her; she sank in her chair and remembered what she and Dr. Joan Leland talked about

*flashback

"Just give me a break Dr. Leland, A week without an appointment from him so I can assess my thoughts" Harleen massaged her temples, she felt dizzy and tired from all the sleepless nights

"Dr. Quinzel, I know that you are very concerned with our patient but I suggest that you should drop him by now" Dr. Joan said worriedly, but Harleen has no intentions on giving up on him

"No,no I have no plans turning him down, I can see progress in his actions but considering what happened to our early sessions, I am just concerned that something worse will happen soon" she told Dr. Leland about how The Joker knows her past and also admitted how she oftenly feels carried away by him, she had to be honest; she was too worried if she had already been trapped by his manipulative words

"Harleen, he's not your life's work, don't be too stressed by him; drop him as your patient-it's your own good"

"No Dr. Leland, I will not, I can fix him, If you'll excuse me I need to go now" she immediately stood up and stride her way to the door when Dr. Joan suddenly spoke

"Your patient 1005 escaped this Asylum multiple times, he got cops, gangs and politicians wrapped around his finger. So go ahead, I dare you to try and stop him, he's always one step ahead Dr. Quinzel, he knew who you are the moment you entered his cell and he knows everything about you. He knows everything about everyone."

*end of flashback

Days seems to past by and Harleen was still gloomy as ever, somehow she misses him, she missed the way he laughs and smiles, she missed their deep and senseless conversations, his dark brown eyes and bleached white skin always appears vividly in her dreams, he was invading, hunting and taunting her in deep sleep.

Suddenly, her work as a psychiatrist doesn't seem to make sense anymore, she feels the urge to help him, he was broken and fascinating, wrecked yet beautiful, she can't get enough of him. She needs to fix herself first, she can't be always mesmerized by him; he will use it to take advantage of her and escape.

She can fix him, she can cure him, but not now; the Joker can wait.

A/N

So hey guys, I know this chapter is kinda short but I am sooo tiredddd that my eyes were barely half awake when i created this, so bear with me and as a reward two chapter for tomorrow xx