Broken

01

Shantel's Pov

"No no please stop! Why are you doing this too me?" I cried out, squirming in this contraption.

"Because you deserve it! Your like the rest of them. A WITCH A FILTHY SUPERNATURAL BEING AND YOU MUST DIE!" she exclaimed.

Its not my fault I was born this way. I hate myself, why must I suffer why?

She started to poor the gasoline on me and another woman older than Liz came with a lit torch in hand.

She threw it on me and I soon went into a blaze.

"AHHH! STOP PLEASE!" I screamed over and over again until my mom woke me up.

"Shantel are you alright? Sweety it was just a dream it's okay im here now" she calmly soothed me.

"They burned me, mom" I cried onto her shoulder.

"They didnt, it's just a dream darling" she mumbled loud enough for me to here.

I grew angry, ive been having these 'dreams' for two whole weeks now and it feels so real.

I can feel my skin burning and the pain is overwhelming. I feel everything, it's not just a dream.

"Its been two weeks now mom this isn't a nightmare its a sign, I can sense it" I commented back.

She huffed,"No, it is your anxiety that must be getting worse, ill go call Dr. Mccain".

Mccain was my psychologist for two years and I cut him off when I felt like it wasn't working. My mom doesn't know that though.

"No!...Im fine they're just nightmares" I reassured her.

She gave me a wierd look before complying and then leaving my room.

My alarm went off soon after.

"Shit im late for school" I angrily got up and got ready for actual hell.

You know the basics, hygiene, getting dressed and eating waffles. Duh

After my routine I was out that door faster than the flash.

Crickets*

What too soon?

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3:30pm

I had a pretty boring day today if I do say so myself. My teachers are cool and the students are annoying but some of them are actually kind and funny.

I didn't speak to anyone I was somewhat scared to. Which is now why people call me mute.

"Well no new friends today, bummer" I pouted to myself.

I took my ohone out and opened my favorite app. I scrolled down my Tumblr to then stop dead in my tracks when my phone starts to ring.

New Message..
You have a new friend now, princess.

There was a slight chill down my spine and I felt like I was going to pass out.

I began to run home, as I was having the feeling somebody was following me.

This isn't the first time it happened. Thats why im reacting like this, im scared.

Once I could see my house a block away I became a bit more calm.

My heart beat slowered and so did my legs. I reached my house and locked all doors including the basement door.

I ran up to my room and pulled out my journal.

9/16/16
I dont know who he is, or what he wants from me.
But I can sense it's presence whenever im alone.
I wonder why me?
What have I done that is causing all of this madness?

I closed my journal and began to walk towards my closet.

I picked out outfits for tonight since I was invited to a party by one of the seniors and I needed some fun time so I agreed to go.

This is my first party and I have a wardrobe crisis. This automatically means Im going shopping.

I ain't rich but then again I ain't broke. I grabbed my moms car keys and headed out the door.

The mall wasn't far from my house so getting there is just a trip to the grocery store atleast for me.

While driving I felt uneasy, again.
He's following me.

"Or im just paranoid like f.cking always" I said out loud like if my anxiety was a person.

I slowly calmed down when I saw the black car I thought was following me turned to exit the freeway.

My exit was nearby to so I switched lanes with ease and proceeded to the mall.

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I have already went to Forever 21 and H&M yet I have found nothing that either looks good nor fits my hips.

So now im going to Victoria's Secret. I checked out some of their bras and underwear I only come here when their bras/panties are on sale.

However today I had my $150 paycheck for babysitting and I am tempted to buy something here.

Feeling frustrated I left the store and decided to Just by a oversized checkered shirt and just accompany it with my black knee lengthed boots. All I need to buy now is some ripped jeans.

"Forever 21 here I come " I menatlly prepared myself for an hour of trying to find jeans that fit.

I walked into the store to be greeted by a closing sign.

"Are you fucking kidding me?" I groaned.

I looked down at my phone to see I had an hour to get ready and go to the party.

I ran outside to the parking lot and into my car.

Once I got home I took out my dress from fashion nova, that I recently bought. I took out some nine west heels and a sliky pink trench coat.

"Ooh Im slaying" I smiled to myself.

I had wide hips and a good size butt for my breast size. Im a D cup and I got some meat on my bones.

Im proud of it sometimes but other times I feel fat and useless.

*ring *ring
Unknown Caller ID

I was sceptical about answering the phone but something in me forced me to.

Shantel: Hello?

Mccain: Hey princess. You look so sexy in that dress, cant wait to rip it off of you.

A part of me was aroused and another afraid.

Shantel: wrong number!

I hung up the phone and to my surprise I was greeted by a pair of hands grabbing my breast.

I ran out of my room to fast, grabbing my purse along with my keys.

I got in my car and drove off to the house the party was in.

"Im gonna enjoy myself and let loose" I assured myself, trying to calm myself down a notch.

"It cant be that bad " I smiled at myself in the mirror.