i didn't cry yesterday..that should mean i'm getting better but no, it means nothing except for the fact that i didn't have the energy to cry over you. i'm so exhausted. i see you every day smiling and laughing and i think back to how i used to make you smile and laugh...how i used to make you happy. my friend made a great point today that you're the kind of person to get what you want and then leave and i feel like that's exactly what happened. i feel like you lied to me this whole time, you played me, you never loved me. i was nothing to you but a whore you could use...i feel disgusted with myself thinking about it. i can't believe i didn't see your true intentions to begin with and i wasted all this time on you. you were my best friend. you were everything to me and now...now you're nothing except for the guy that broke my heart and tore me to pieces...guess that's just how it works huh?
