i miss you so much it hurts...i can't think about anything other than you...i had a dream about you...it was sweet. You wanted to be with me then go hang out with your friends. It made me happy. I miss you so much and it's only been a day...you don't understand how much i fucking love you and how much i fucking miss you. I need you so much...I dont know if i can do this one week...you don't know how much i'd wish school would just hurry up so i can see you...i want you. i want you to hug me and tell me it'll be okay...but you don't want that. sure you love me...but you only want sex...so what's the point? i know it's pathetic but i miss you so much that i don't even care if you only want me for sex...i just want you to want me. ever since i fell in love with you, it's been a whirlwind of emotions and i just miss you so much...I dont know what to do right now, it's like i can't breathe without you. i love you so much it hurts...i'm crying while writing this...i just miss you so much...
