Obsession

4

"What is your name? Am I your assistant?"

I look over at her. "Jiyong and yes your my new assistant Vanna."

"How do you know my name?" Her eyes widen.

Is she fucking stupid? Did I not tell her I was going to call my manager she can't use her common sense and think that maybe he already told me her name.

"I took a wild guess."

Vanna looks down and plays with her fingers.

"How old are you?" I question.

"Nineteen."

Nineteen?! My manager got me an assistant that is eight years younger than me.

"How old are you?" She asks.

"Twenty seven."

~Knock Knock~

"Come in!" I yell.

Heejoon walks in and sits in front of us.
"Sorry I'm late. So Vanna this is G Dragon your going to be his assistant."

Vanna looks at me. "I thought your name was Jiyong?"

Is she fucking serious?

•Vanna•

Now I know why I've seen him he's G Dragon, wow he looks so different in person.

He looks kind of sick and sad.
He's not that nice either.

Heejoon continues to tell me my schedule and tells me that today is just a get to know each so I can spend a day with Jiyong and become familiar with how he is.

As he leaves the atmosphere is awkward.

I just sit there while he lays his back against the couch.

"So what do you have planned for today?" I ask him trying to break the silence.

"Nothing."

His voice is so cold and empty.

"You don't have any recordings or interviews?"

"No I'm on a bit of a hiatus." Jiyong tells me while sitting up.

"If your on a hiatus why do you need an assistant?"

"I still do photoshoots and interviews but as for music I'm not doing much of it at the moment."

I just sit there quiet having nothing to say.

•G Dragon•

She's so quiet it's like she's not even here.

I look at her face taking in some details.

I have to admit she is beautiful.

As the day goes on nothing happened, I went and took a shower, came back out and she's still in the same position.

We didn't talk much all she did was sit there like a statue while I was on my laptop.

She left within an hour. Leaving me alone once again.

Even though I barely know her it felt kind of different knowing that I just have someone sitting next to me.

Fuck I can't think about this, I hate thinking of my loneliness.

Feeling like shit I get up and head to my bedroom getting my box full of happiness.

I go sit at my desk and unlock the box.

"Mmh what should I pick today."
Deciding on some THC drops to start me off.

I open the bottle and put ten drops on my tongue.

Sitting there for a bit my mind starts to feel light.

I take out my pills and pour four out crushing them into the sweet powder that it is.

Snorting my lines my nose burns it's feels like the powder went into my brain.

Throwing my head back smiling.
My world becoming dizzy and fluffy like I'm floating.

Taking some of the pill powder on my finger I rub some on my gums so I can have the taste in my mouth.

Laughing a bit my body feels like it's on a rollercoaster.

•Vanna•

Jiyong is so different from G Dragon.

Sitting here in my room I watch his music videos.

He seems so happy and lively in them but in person he's kind of scary.

He looks like he hasn't slept in years, his eyes are bloodshot and his persona is really weird.

I want to like him but I feel unsafe when I'm around him.

I have to go back tomorrow I just hope we can get along while I work for him.

-Boring chapter:P I'm trying to ease into the more exciting chapters.
The story is just beginning:D