Chapter 4

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Clarissa Jane Amell above don't know her name though...

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"I am sorry." I apologized while standing in front of Harris in my room. He's sitting on my bed with his arms crossed on his chest. A deep frown was covering his face so I stayed against the wall, one meter away from him.

His mood is in the dangerous zone right now. I tried to make a joke out of it by calling him Har-har again, but he just hated that nickname as badly as my decision of leaving the Pack.

I already prepared my things for my trip tomorrow morning with the Alpha to the Blue Flames Pack. All prepared. Although I'm still in the middle of hesitation and excitement, while the Luna sulks in my room. Trying to stop me from leaving.

"No." Harris stubbornly said as if I'll change my mind.

After Daniel showed me that my disappearance won't bother him at all, to hell I will back down now.

I'm a man too! A strong, independent and full fledged gay!

Yes Lucas, so proud of you...

"Look, I really need to stay away from here..." I explained while playing with my fingers. "I couldn't bear to stay here anymore."

That woman all over my Mate will be the death of me. I can't die young too!

"I know, I understand but..." Harris reached out to hold my hands while staring directly to my eyes. "Liam told me that 'that' guy is a very dangerous person." He said seriously and I almost nodded, while walking a bit closer to let him hold my hands.

I thought Rexy was nothing but a spoiled kid, but somehow his personality speaks more than what I heard. You see, the Blue Flames Pack had a very bad reputation before the current Alpha took place. Mr. Goldsmith was a kind man, but as I heard, the rest of his family and relatives were really evil.

I hope his only son did not inherit the bad side...

"Do you know about his harem?" He asked and I raised another brow.

"I do of course! The Alpha told me." I said, a bit too proud but... "What's a harem by the way?" I asked and his eyes widened in disbelief. My head tilted on the side after he didn't answer.

"You really can't go. I'll talk to Liam." He said seriously and I frowned at him.

"But-"

"No buts," He suddenly stood up and pulled me for a tight hug on the neck. I frowned at my oh so worried friend again.

I love Harris, but he treats me like a kid when I am older than him. Like he's only 20 while I'm 22? So why am I the baby here?

"Harris..." I trailed off while gently pulling his hands off my neck. He pulled back a bit. His grey eyes were stuck to mine, obviously showing his disapproval and worry, but- "I really need to."

Daniel already made it clear to me. I might be his mate, but I'm not the one he wants. I'm just a hindrance to him and that woman...

'Would you stop me?'

His question flashed to my mind and my eyes fell on the ground.

As if it'll change a thing.

"Lucas..." I pouted at Harris and his face fell as well in sadness after seeing mine. "Are you really sure about this?" He asked once again and I nodded. "I'll miss you so much though. You know that you are the only friend I have left in this place."

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