Confusion

Drinks

Ellas POV

Its been a week since we returned from Tuscany and things with me and Christian have been good. Not great but good.
I returned back to work under one condition I had to move office. I moved into the same office as Christian and let me tell you it was not fun at all. When I was organizing  Martins appointments he would be kissing my neck and distracting me. When he had meetings, I thought I didnt have to attend, wrong I had to attend every meeting even when I didn't have anything to contribute. It was annoying because Christian would not let me out of his sight. It was frustrating at times. I had enough one day and refused to go to his stupid, pointless meeting as I had plenty to do with Martin. I promised him I would not leave the building without speaking to him first and he agreed. I had such a rough week that I decided to call Martin and Jonathan and ask them if they would like to join me for a drink after work, I needed some space from Christian. We walked down to our local bar Underground it was a nice cozy little place with lounge chairs and smooth listening music where you didn't have to scream talk. It was  comfortable and friendly. We had alot to catch up on that I had forgotten to tell Christian. I looked at my mobile that was buzzing in my pocket, it was Christian
"Hello"
"Where are you?" he sounded angry
"I'm at the Underground, do you want to join us?"
"Who is us?"
"Just me, Martin and Jonathan"
"I'll be there in ten minutes"
"Okay I'll see you soon"

I look up to see Martin and Jonathan look of concern
"I'm okay really"
"Yep you keep telling yourself that" said Jonathan
"By the look of that phone call you felt uncomfortable, whats really going on?" said Martin
"I'm just not use to being told what to do, when to do it, and having no privacy what so ever"
"Then maybe that conversation needs to be with him not with us"
"Argh I know, its just I don't know"
"Sometimes the easiest thing can be the hardest things to express without hurting the one you love"

And exactly 10 mins later Christian walks in my heart stops, when I see him even though I see him all day everyday he still takes my breath away. He walks right up to me and wrap a arm around my waist and pulls me to him, he kisses the top of my head.
"Hi baby"
"Hi"
He shakes Martin and Jonathans hand
"Would you like something to drink?" ask Martin
They start conversating when I watch a beautiful blonde walk into the bar and all eyes were fixated on her. The way he hips move the way her red dress was cut perfectly to fit her breast and curves. I was in awe of her. She walked right up to Christian. I felt myself being moved to the back of him.
I watched as her long nails slid down the front of his suit.
"Hi baby its been a long time"
"Amanda what do you want?" in an angry tone
"Oh nothing just saw you walk in here I wanted to catch up with you and say Hi"
"Hi now leave" I felt the sarcasm behind his words
" Wow why the hurry to get rid of me, oh what are you hiding there?"
"I said leave Amanda we no longer have business together"
"Oh so you must be the new flavour of the month"
Then I watched as Christian tensed up walked over to her and grabbed her by the arm and dragged her outside. I stood there watching as Christian and Amanda spoke to each other. The way she would touch him seemed so intimate and him pushing her away so abruptly, it makes sense now, she was one of his fuck buddies, omg I was no comparison to her, she is beautiful I am ugly Betty. The way her hand touched him made me feel disgusted did they all touch him like that, how many were there, I couldn't watch anymore I turned to the bar and order 10 tequila shots.
"Wooo hold up Missy you are not doing 10 shots"
"fine then you have 5 and I'll have 5, you either join me or just leave me alone"
"Fine I'll help"
I don't know how long I stood there taking shot after shot, but Martin and Jonathan had stopped joining me a long time ago.
"What the fuck, how much has she had to drink?" he was furious
"A lot" said Martin with a hint of guilt
"Why didn't you stop her"
"Okay good luck, she's angry I am not going to stop her" said Jonathan with a hint of sarcasm
" do you need a hand getting her home" Martin asked
" no its fine I've got her" he sounded defeated
Christian walked up to me and looked into my eyes
"Baby its time to go home"
I nodded and followed his lead, I wasn't sure if I walking on air or being carried. It didn't take long before we were in the car.
"Why did she touch like that"
"Baby it didn't mean anything" he said as he caressed my cheek
"Was she your fuck buddy?"
"Watch your mouth baby" he looked angry
"Ha ha ha ok whatever you say Boss" I said as I saluted him
He was amused I could tell by his smirk "you have had to much to drink and I really think you should sleep it off"
"Okay or I could just sleep with you and have you hide me behind your back, because no one wants to see ugly Betty"
"What are you talking about"
"Nevermind, its not you its me (I giggle at how stupid that sounds), oh why (hiccup) do you hide me in your office and in your meetings everyday, all day, I can't breath when you do that, (hiccup) why can't I go back to my desk opposite Martin?"
"Because I can't trust you"
What is he kidding after everything he still doesn't trust me argh
"What do you mean you don't trust me, I don't want your money I don't want your fame, what the hell can't you trust me with!" I start to poke him over and over again. He grabs my finger and puts it in his mouth and licks it and then smirks at me,  that pompous beautiful man he makes me so angry.
"I can't trust that you will do as your told, I hide you behind me because Amanda has a sharp tongue that can destroy relationships, and your in my office because I want you safe and if I know where you are, I am stress free"
" Okay "
" that's it just okay" he laughs
"Yeah coz I think I'm going to be sick"
"Shit Charlie pull over"
I find the door handle and take off running to the side of the road, and start throwing up. It felt like ages, like all my vomit was stored up in me for this one special moment. I feel Christian holding my hair and rubbing my back.
" are you okay?"
"No, I really don't feel great"
"Come on baby lets go home"

I woke up in bed with electric drapes open and sun and brightness every where, the light was killing me, I was frantically looking for the button to close the drapes, my eyes were burning. I looked to the side table and noticed a note 'Drink me now' geez even when hes not here he is still demanding. I groan my throat hurts, my head is throbbing and my eyes have just been scorched by the light. What the hell happened last night.
Christian walks in from having a shower he only has a white bath towel around his waist. Mmm nice view
"Morning how do you feel"
"Fine and you"
He giggles at my reply "okay thanks baby so should we go for a run, or go out, seeings that your are all refreshed" he says sarcastically
"Um no no you go ahead I think I'll just adjust this pillow some more"
" alright baby I'll be back later, and drink your medicine it will make you feel better"
" Okay "
Omg why do people do this to themselves. I feel myself fall back to sleep in a matter of seconds.

Christians POV
Sir we have received a parcel for Miss Stone, sir you might want to see this.

As I approached the parcel, a strong pungent smell was coming from the box, as I looked inside there was a dead cat, strangled with rope around its neck blood soaking through the box and a note which read
"Your next sweetheart"