Good Girl Gone Bad (PUBLISHED)

Chapter 31

With that, i smiled. He really knows how to make me smile, "I know. I know you'll make a way para maging friends kami."

"Of course. Anything for you, Ynna." He said. Cyriel, hindi ko talaga pinagsisisihan lahat ng ginawa ko. With you by my side, it's all worth it.

"Sige, may pag uusapan pa kami ni Dana eh. Gotta go."

"Bye. See you later." Then i ended the call.

As i went back to my room, "Nasan na siya?"

Tinignan ko siya sa cr, sa walk in closet, where could she be?

Hanggang sa naglakad ako papunta sa kama ko, i noticed something broken..

Dana saw our picture.

I'm sorry, Dana. I know you still love him. But i need him. I need him more that you do.

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Sara's Point of View

*knock knock*

Aish. Sino ba to? Kay aga aga eh.

"Ano'ng--- Holy Crap! Dana, umagang umaga may Tequila na dala?!" Sino ba naman ang hindi magugulat? 11 a.m. pa lang nag aaya na ng inuman?!

"I need someone to talk to." Then she smiled.

"Haay. Nakakaloka ka talaga, Dana. Pasok na." Tapos hinila ko siya papasok at sinara yung pinto.

Umupo siya sa couch ko. 

"Spill." I said.

"Inom muna tayo."

"Tumigil ka nga. Ang aga aga pa eh."

Bigla siyang tumawa, "Hindi nga? Tumatanggi ka sa alak? Ikaw ba talaga si Sara?"

"Yes. Ako si Sara. Best friend mo. Nandito para pakinggan ang drama ng buhay mo. Besides, may abstinence ako sa alcohol ngayon so please cooperate." Then i smiled. Haish. Nakakaloka pag may ganito kang best friend. Mejo krung krung.

"Okay. Pero isang shot lang."

Wala akong nagawa kaya pinabayaan ko na lang.

After couple of minutes, 

"..alam ko naman na wala akong karapatang magalit eh. Ni magselos hindi nga eh.. Pero *iyak* ang sakit sakit eh.. Alam mo yun? *iyak* ang tagal kong hinintay na maging kami eh.. tapos.. wala! Tanginaa!!"

Tapos umiyak siya ulit.

"..am i making any sense?"

Tapos tumawa siya.

"..alam ko naman na naiinis ka na sa'kin. Believe me, naiinis din ako sa sarili ko. Inis na inis.. Kung pwede lang bigyan ko ng amnesia yung sarili ko, bibigyan ko.."

Tapos yumuko siya, pinunasan niya yung mukha niya.

"..on the second thought, i won't. Hahaha. Napaka indecisive ko ba? Hindi ko alam. Sara, nahihirapan na ako.. Paano niyo ako iintindihin kung mismong sarili ko hindi ko maintindihan.. It sucks to be me."

"..pero know what? Dati galit ako kay Andy kasi siya yung may kasalanan eh.. Pero now, i can't bring myself to hate him.. Maybe he did that out of love. He's stupid for falling for me. So stupid.."

Uminom ulit siya, hindi ako nagsasalita. Nakikinig lang ako. Alam ko namang hindi niya kailangan ng magsesermon sa kanya, she already had enough. Right now, she just need someone who can listen to her..

"..alam mo dati, i dreamt of two guys fighting over me. Para kasing ang saya saya ng feeling eh. Pakiramdam mo ang ganda ganda mo, ang haba haba ng buhok mo. Pero ngayon, i'd rather not. I don't like the feeling. Hahaha! Dream on, Dana! Pinag aagawan? Dati yun, hindi ngayon. I had my time."

She mumble, "..siguro it's time to forget.. Help me, Sara.."

The next thing i know, tulog na siya.

Dana, i'll help you. We'll help you. But first, you need to help yourself.

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Dana's Point of View

September 13. Ynna's Birthday.

News Flash: It's been 2 weeks since nung Picture frame incident sa bahay ni Ynna. And since then, i promised myself that i'll be better. I already stopped myself from calling her names and guess what? Hindi ko na naiisip si Cyriel. Well, yes, naiisip ko siya paminsan minsan pero hindi ganun kadalas kagaya ng dati. Nakatulong sa akin si Andy. Siya yung lagi kong kasama. Hindi siya napapagod sa akin. And before i know it, baka kami na..

"Princess, tara na po." Then he flashed his smile.

"Princess your face. Corny mo po."

"Eh di dutchess."

"Tss. Oo na."

Then i went inside his car. I'll be seeing Cyriel again, and this time, i'm with Andy. I know i can do this!