Love Me

Chapter 15

*WARNING: SEXUAL CONTENT! IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, DON'T READ THAT PART! I'LL WARN YOU WHEN IT'S ABOUT TO START!*

Sam's POV:

Staring. Crying, Holding, In the matter of seconds all three happened. I dropped the razor and cried into Colton's chest. He picked me up off the floor and sat me down on the bathroom counter, next to the sink. He put his hands on either side of me and looked down. I put a finger under his chin, noticing the bleeding has stopped, and lifted his face to level mine. I saw a tear roll down his face. I put my arms around his neck and pulled his onto my chest since I'm on the sink and taller than him right now. 

He pulls away, reaches under the sink and grabs a first-aid kit. Without saying anything to me he started cleaning my cuts. After he finished cleaning them he put a wrap around my arm. All throughout that I noticed tears still falling down his face. 

"Sam, why did you do this?" he asked, his voice cracking at the end.

I just shrugged and kept my head down.

"Is it because of me? Baby, please, answer me." He cupped my face in both of his hands.

I just push them away and hop off the bathroom sink. I walk into my bedroom and just stand there with my back to Colton.

"What's wrong, Sam?" He sounded annoyed now.

Suddenly all my emotions, mostly anger, got full control over me.

"What's wrong?!" I turned around to face him and anger in his expression as well.

"Yeah! What the hell is wrong? Why won't you answer me?!" he yells in my face.

I flinch slightly but quickly go back to how I was. 

"You tell me, Colton! When you asked, I said YES, asshole! But apparently your fucking blind. This is the first time in my life I actually felt wanted and you basically reject me! Why?" I screamed.

I regret ever saying those words. They set him off so quick I didn't even notice my head turn or my hand fly up to my face until 5 seconds later when it started stinging. I looked back, shocked. It seems as if Colton just now realizes what he did, again. 

"Shit, Sam. No, I didn't mean it, please. I-" 

I cut him off by slapping him this time. He held his hand up to his left cheek .

"Get out," I commanded.

"It's my house."

"I meant out of this bedroom, smartass." 

He nods, turning around and opens the door. 

"Colton..." I trailed off, sighing.

He turns around with puppy dog eyes. Shit, how in the hell am I supposed to resist those fucking adorable eyes of his? 

"Come here," I tell him.

He had a big smile on his face as he came towards me and hugged me around the waist. He buried his head in the crook of my neck and mumbles,

"I'm sorry."

"I know you are, baby. It's okay, I mean, we got into a stupid fight for stupid reason. God, I'm a bitch," I replied.

"Yeah, but you're my bitch. And I swear on my mother's life I will never hit you again. I can't bear to lose you."

I hugged him tighter and then pulled back. I pulled his face closer to mine and kissed him on the lips. He immediatly responded and kissed me with so much passion. 

"Please, Colton. I'm ready. I know I am."

"Whatever you want baby," he replied. 

(Sexual content will start. If you don't want to read that's fine. Just stop reading right now if you want to and continue to next chapter)

With that, he slammed his lips to mine. Soon, he licked my bottom lip asking for entrance and I definitley granted it. Next thing I know, I'm pinned to the wall wrapping my legs around Colton's waist. He grabbed my ass and took me to the bed, laying me down and climbing on top of me.

As he was climbing on top of me I saw him stick his tongue out and wipe his bottom lip all "sexy like". I giggled watching him and brought his lips back to mine. After a minute or so he removes his lips and starts kissing all over my face, across my jawline, and down my neck. I smile and lift my hips into his. I hear him groan and hits my sweet spot on my neck. Then, I felt his hands go under my back and to the clasp on my bra which, by the way, is black lace. 

I arch my back so Colton can get better access. When he finally takes the bra off his eyes roam all over my body. 

"You're so fucking beautiful, Sam," he says as he starts rubbing my breasts and kissing from my neck going down to my chest. I moan as his mouth takes a hold on my right nipple while his left hand works the other one. When he's done with me there, he leans up and kisses my lips quickly. Next, he starts kissing down my body again. I looked down to watch him slip my panties off and stick one finger in me. I moaned loudly and arched my back when he started rubbing my clit with his thumb. He soon replaced his thumb with his mouth and started sucking. I felt something stirring in the pit of my stomach and knew what was coming.

"Not yet baby," I heard Colton say as he pulled out of me. 

I glared at him then pushed him up so he was standing. I got down on my knees and pulled his Calvin Klein boxers down. Once I took them off, I saw his hard on slap his stomach. I took it in my tiny hands and began to move it up and down slowly. I hear a grunt from Colton above me. 

"Faster," is all he said. 

I complied and started moving my hand faster. I looked up at him through my lashes and licked his tip once already tasting the precum. Once I felt his tip twitch I knew he was about to explode so I got off of him.

"You fucking tease." I just smiled and layed down on the bed. 

Colton comes over and gets on top of me putting all his weight on his forearms so our chests are touching.

"Are you sure baby? Because there's no going back afterwards." Colton asked. I nodded my head knowing for sure that this is what I wanted.  

"Okay. It's going to hurt but I promise it will get better okay?" I nod my head while reaching into the drawer next to us and pulling out the most important thing we need. A condom. He sighs gratefully and says,

"Thank god. I didn't want to get up to go get one." I smile and he tears open the little silver package with his teeth, handing me the condom. I look up at him and he guides my hands and helps me put the condom on him. When it's on he slowly starts to enter me. He's right, it does fucking hurt. He goes in a little further and I feel tears start to prick the corners of my eyes. When he's all the way in I let a few tears fall.

"Shh Sam. It's okay, just let your body get comfortable and it will be fine in a few minutes. I promise." Colton explains to me. 

Again, he's right because in a few minutes that he let me get adjusted to him turned into pure pleasure.

"Okay." He took that as the signal to start moving and he did slowly at first. After a few thrusts he began going a little faster. By the time we were moaning each others names and sweat dripping off of us, his thrusts started getting sloppy. 

"I- I'm close," I say as I feel something familiar in the pit of my stomach.

"So am I." he tells me.

I let myself go and moan out his name as I feel him do the same into the condom. We just kinda lay there for a minute before he finally pulls out  and throws the condom away. He comes over and lays down next to me pulling me into his chest.

"That was amazing, Sammy." I nod into his chest agreeing with him. 

I soon feel myself falling into a deep sleep as everything starts to get darker around me. The last thing I heard before I went completely under was,

"I love you, Sammy. Nothing will ever change that."